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My heart aches with every beat. With every tick of the clock. My heart shreds when I hear your name. My heart breaks when I talk to you. Your own mother said that you died. Said it was all my fault. I believed you when you said we'd be together after we die as well with before we do too. And is that still possible. Will I ever be forgiven. Will you ever be forgiven? I just wish someone could help me out. I thought you were dead. I wanted to cry so many times. But the only two people that actually brought me back from that point was Andrew and Cameron. And you know what I really wish they didn't. I think I deserved to cry. But eh. What can I do now? Cry some more because you're alive? Or be happy that you are. >.> I have no idea Texan...None at all.