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I was leaving all my friends behind. cry I was leaving my ex's and who I thought was going to be my future husband behind as well. I thought he was everything I wanted in a dude. Sporty, confident, you know he was just one of those all american type of guys. I thought our love for each other was going to last forever but it didn't. So before I even noticed I was crossing the state to Louisiana. But I had to look at the bright side. I can start life all over again. Maybe I can find true love again after all. So I start atttending this school called Airline. My cousins, who attend a different high school, said that this school was nothing but filled with alot of preps. I really didn't care I was more concern on finding me some decent friends anyways. So I decided to stick with band for my electives. Band is really not that bad. You would think that they are nothing but a bunch of band weirdos but the majority of these kids are like the most perverted people you could meet, especially the ones that are on drumline. So a couple of weeks later after I settled down into this school I started paying attention to this tuba player. He was an outcast. So instead of me minding my own bussiness I started asking alot of nonsense questions like "Hey what would you do if I hit you" then he'll say "I would hit you back". So I'll laugh at him then I keep asking him more questions.It took him a while to get used to it but he still wasn't used to people talking to him. I'm one of those people that have to be talking to somebody just get through the day. I hate the fact of knowing everybody but not everybody talks to me so I guess you can say I tend to force myself on people rolleyes So for some reason this tuba player juss kept ignoring me like every time I came near him he'll run away. I guess he got tired of running from me stare or something because he just started talking to me. smile I thought he was too cute. 4laugh But he was nothing like my old boyfriends they loved being around people but this tuba player hated attention. whee So we started to get to know each other a little bit more and that's when he popped the question rofl We started dating and we were on our way of having a perfect relationship. He was afraid of holding my hand in public stare but he later got the hang of it 4laugh I had to show him how to hold hands it was so frustrating scream and so uncomfortable gonk We had our moments of when we would fight and don't speak to each for a good second talk2hand but we would then finally make up and laugh about what we were even fighting about razz He nevered liked showing his feelings towards me,oh my goodness GUYS neutral There were times we would pretend that we broke up just so that we can see how people really felt about us going out. People would tell him that he that I wasn't good enough for him any ways and people would tell that I was capable of having any man that I want why him. I know our friends wanted the best for us. I was the first girlfriend he had in three years neutral and I was used to break ups and dating all over agian rolleyes We had just recently got back together again and this time we fount out that our parents hate the thought of us being together rofl Who would of guessed from little scams like these you can finally see people for who they really are.