hi my name is Johanna but everyone just calls me jo! i'm 17 years old right now i turn 18 at the end of the year. i'm going into my senior year of high school i really can't wait till i graduate! if anyone want's to be my friend just pm me!
music has always found a way to speak to me. so i decided to go to the nearest pawn shop to buy myself an instrument.
as i walked to the store i was wondering what to get: a guitar, drums, maybe a clarinet. i wasn't sure at the time . moments later when i walked into shop my eyes immediately fell upon a violin, but not just any violin thee perfect violin. the moment my eyes say that violin it was as if it was speaking to me. like i was the only one meant to take a bow across those fine looking strings.
immediately i bought it. i went home and pulled it out, i just couldn't wait to try and play it. i took the violin and set it upon my shoulder than took the bow and strung it across those beautiful strings. before i knew it something took over my body, and i just started playing i didn't know what i was playing or how i was doing it, i just knew that it sounded beautiful yet sad, and to my ears perfect.
now i never played the violin before. so i decided not to get cocky and just think that i was a natural right of the bat. so i went and grab some lesson books for the violin. but every time i would pick it up it would automatically make me start playing that same tune. so i decided that i was going to do some research and figure out what this song was.
it took a while to find but i found out that the song was called, "never meant to belong." this made me wonder what kind of sad history this poor violin has been through.
so i picked it up once more and decided to allow it to use me to play it's sad story. before i knew it the violin took over. i don't know what happened but when i took a glance in the mirror i didn't see myself playing, instead i saw this wondrous yet mysterious girl in my place. she seemed to have a special aura about her.
as i continued to play i could feel her sadness. and i understood.
i'm now 21 years old. i never thought i would be of legal drinking age. i guess i never thought much about growing up, even though i've grown up a lot just in the past year.
i've been through a lot. my ex-husband was on jerry springer (for i guess cheating on his new girl, no surprise there) i have the world's cutest baby, for that i will never regret having married my ex.
if you want more details about what the moron did to make me mad juist send me a pm asking i don't mind. ^_^
but no i'm with someone wonderful that cares a lot about me and my son (he is currently 7 1/2 months old(my son)) and the guy i'm with just this past month got a gaia account (mostly just so he could play an online game)
i was suppose to go to seattle and from seattle get on a cruise to head for alaska but something happened that we wheren't able to go but that's ok cause instead during sometime in august we are going to go to world's of fun instead i really can't wait to go i'm so excited!!!