So. I was stumbling around the interwebs when I come across this...
It really makes me think. It sucks, that so many people I have met could be rapists... I mean, I watch Law and Order: SVU. It is the only Law and Order that I watch really... But the whole thing just got me thinking... What if my boyfriend hadn't been the awesome guy that he is? What if on our first date instead of us driving around and staring at the sea, he tried to rape me? And I never thought that that was a possibility. Not until I read that. It got me thinking, that maybe, I should have considered it... I mean, I have been lucky for most of my life, being in foster care for years and not getting molested, and living in a bad area and nothing happening to me other then getting mistaken for a hooker walking down the street when I am just trying to get home... >.> But anyway! You know... Those are the people I worry about... I worry that one time, one of the guys that stop are gonna get mad and get out of there car and try to attack me saying things like, "What? I'm not good enough for you? Huh slut?" or something like that... That is what I worry about... Not somebody like my boyfriend or one of my friends doing something like that, intentionally or not... But really, it's those types of people you have to watch out for... They are the ones who do it the most... Now, I know my boyfriend would never do anything that I don't want him to, but... What if he wasn't the awesome guy he is? What if it was one of the other guys that were there that night, in that comic book shop that I went out with, the one that would have raped me? I mean, I know it's a morbid thought, and it's been way too long to worry about it, but it just thinking now, it was stupid of me to get in to a car with a guy I barely know, by my self with nobody knowing where I was going, not even me...
It really makes me think. It sucks, that so many people I have met could be rapists... I mean, I watch Law and Order: SVU. It is the only Law and Order that I watch really... But the whole thing just got me thinking... What if my boyfriend hadn't been the awesome guy that he is? What if on our first date instead of us driving around and staring at the sea, he tried to rape me? And I never thought that that was a possibility. Not until I read that. It got me thinking, that maybe, I should have considered it... I mean, I have been lucky for most of my life, being in foster care for years and not getting molested, and living in a bad area and nothing happening to me other then getting mistaken for a hooker walking down the street when I am just trying to get home... >.> But anyway! You know... Those are the people I worry about... I worry that one time, one of the guys that stop are gonna get mad and get out of there car and try to attack me saying things like, "What? I'm not good enough for you? Huh slut?" or something like that... That is what I worry about... Not somebody like my boyfriend or one of my friends doing something like that, intentionally or not... But really, it's those types of people you have to watch out for... They are the ones who do it the most... Now, I know my boyfriend would never do anything that I don't want him to, but... What if he wasn't the awesome guy he is? What if it was one of the other guys that were there that night, in that comic book shop that I went out with, the one that would have raped me? I mean, I know it's a morbid thought, and it's been way too long to worry about it, but it just thinking now, it was stupid of me to get in to a car with a guy I barely know, by my self with nobody knowing where I was going, not even me...
