I realize that my emotional distress is related to my inability to controle my reactions to something that I find fustraiting, upseting, or saddening. My issues involve jealousy due to past failed relationships in which I felt used and worthless.It changed the way I saw some things and my perspective altered from its original open-mindedness, inclining me to suspect and play out the negative thoughts in my subcontious. I know I have been selfish and try not to demand things,but its difficult to change that thought unfortunat paranoia. Not everyone can say that they need help to get over past events that had such heart braking pain and that because of it I know that inside me I truly feel depressed, unhappy with my thought/actions, know that something are immoral, wrong to ask, wrong to hint at, but most importantly that jealousy and anger are beggining to consume who I truely am, as well as who I want to be. So for me to fix my relationship problems I have found that I need to work on who I am as a person and try to better myself to controle my over-reactions.
People should consider this to and I know that what their saying holds some truth, but it also hold an illusion of who they think I am. This just makes you wonder if maybe they to need to re-evaluate how they feel about themselves, of course thats for them to determine.
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