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I decided to give you all a sneakpeak into my writing

My world has turned from day to night
Because of me, my love took flight
Now I lay in constant fright
Because the monster has come to light.

It dwells deep inside my mind
I never look scared I'll find
The death warrant I have signed
I feel it's claws in my mind.

I try to make my way home
I was cursed from my mothers womb
Locked away in a dusty tome
The monster has made my tomb

I lay down upon the sand
Taking comfort in the land
Then I feel it's creeping hand
dragging me deep into the sand

I walk among the people lost
Trying to fix at any cost
To fix the pain I caused is a must
Before the monster her soul accosts

I welcome death if it would my soul would take
Because I made a bad mistake
Let me drown at the bottom of the lake
And from my friends the pain forsake

And may they find true happiness
Without me there to make a mess
And let their troubles be much less
And let my passing for them be painless

I have lost control
This I know upon a grassy knoll
Tired from my endless stroll
The monster has taken it heafty toll

No more can I fight it's will
It takes pleasure in it's fresh kill
Ever howling on the hill
Death is the only payment for his bill



Monster inside me
Jeremy Manning

I hope y'all like it