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How was the quiz? -It's great, -It's gay, -I'm gay, -Jello.~ |
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OMG! KONNICHIWAAAA KIMOSABIIIIIS!
it's been a while, eh? oH GOD I'M BEING TYLER xD anyways, how's it been? pretty good here. fighting with every living creature that breathes BUT BESIDES THAT
im going back out with Tylor.
HES MINE.
i dont share well. ANYWAYS as you see above, i got 05 rank SENNIN, w00tw00t. OH and i feel like Keith's mad at me. : because me and ty are back together... *sigh* well me and johnny have finally settled that i dont like him and he knows it.. or should knoiw it... by now. MY GOD I HATE FALL BREAK. i have to work, my internet's dead, and .. i dunno.
i got to talk to ty on the phone today! 4laugh
umm... not much else to say.. the guild's been going well... will doesnt post (just like HOAW biggrin ) and i never get time..
MY MOM HAS THE AIR TURNED OFF AND IM ABOUT TO HAVE AHEAT STROKE
well, later much, gonna go bask in the heat outside to cool myself off. o.o
MINDEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
 Kitsune Pop · Wed Oct 05, 2005 @ 04:45am · 3 Comments |
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who's sleepin' on my side of the bed tonight?~ |
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hola compadres! OMG. WTF. haha. Just kidding.
konnichiwa kimosabis!
WHATS HAPPENIN' PLAYAS?!
Im in a pretty good mood today. Last time i made an entry, i was pretty much broken down. im over it, and jack gave me a well deserved apology and explaination of his outburst, but still, he is not completely forgiven, im sure not only by me, but my faithful loyal friend, Will senpai, whom I will purchase his pass into the MTAC this coming weekend in return for all of his good deeds.
i'm really cold right now and it's 2:30 AM.... i wish will would get online -_-; and at least normal times. i know spring break is all about sleeping, but still i think that if im cutting off my pay by taking the week off so i can dedicate myself completely to the guild, he should atleast sleep normally and get online when me and clow-chan are on. ;-; ooo im feeling sad now
timmy got online today and WOOOOWHEE his new pictures are fine. which.. timmy's fine... so it all makes sense.
jacko gpt attacked by his mother-n-law-to-be's cat, and he may have to go in for some rabies testing. xd
i would have actually been asleep by now if i werent staying up, waiting to recieve a damn email from myspace.
welllll imma go peeps and see if this email comes....
chill my homies.
lurv ya
mb-chan aka pink revolver.
Kitsune Pop · Thu Mar 24, 2005 @ 08:27am · 2 Comments |
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this is when i disappear~ |
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i'm sorry. i'm so sorry. i swore to myself they were wrong. i saw something different in you that they didnt. but less that 15 minutes ago i proved myself wrong. i trusted that you were different from what they said. you told me not to love you so i didnt. but that doesnt mean i didnt like you from the way you treated me like i was somthing special. what kind of ******** monster are you, jack? you ARE just like megan and amanda said. they told me you would use me then toss me aside. but i trusted you. you were one of my only friends. i chose you over megan jacko and manda. i chose you for ******** christ sake. i loved the way you called me toots, i loved the way you always talked to me when i was hurt. i loved the way you felt the same way i did about certain things. i loved the way we fought over boobs and who won poke fights. god dammit i loved your personality jack. you told me not to fall in love with you. and i kept that promise. then today i said "mindy loves you jack! haha just not in that wanna marry you way" and you started acting weird. i told you about bad experiences and you started on my being easy. and when i was in the same palace room as you you started showing off for that girl who showed you her boobs and treated me like you had no ******** idea who i was. then in 3 words, you destroyed me. i thought you were still joking at first, then i thought about it and you kept yelling. so i learned something new about myself. i learned alot of new things. so im going to change. my palace friends get irritated with my All Caps Writing Like This, so im stopping that. im gonna stop trusting everyone im gonna stop being friendly. im gonna stop thinking of others before myself. im gonna stop being the person that was so bad in your eyes. im ******** sorry enough that im gonna alter my whole life for you. i said i dont love you but the more you hate me the more i cry. jack if you only understood how much it hurt when you told me i was a whore. i was easy. i was ugly. it hurt so ******** bad. i mean, i call myself a whore at school to joke, but when you said it i hurt. i dont know what to do. no ones online, youve blocked me from your list. megans asleep, jacko wont answer his phone. i dont know what to do. what do you want out of me? DO YOU WANT ME TO JUST AGREE? okay then, yes, im easy, im a whore, i need to go back to the whorehouse, im the worst ******** person ever, is that better? does that help? what else do i need to say? and what about tomorrow? who are you going to do this to tomorrow? some innocent girl? then when you get what you want, leave them and make their self esteem drop from 90 to 0 in 3 words? suicide is stupid but sometimes i wish i had a way to die and come back and start all over. i dont even have a shoulder right now to cry on. i have no heart to open. im on the verge of choking on my own tears. i cant breathe and my body's trembling. i should have listened to manda and megan and jacko. they told me to stay away. but i was too damn ignorant to listen. i told them you were different. and you told me. the last thing you said. "Have a nice life" how the ******** am i supposed to do that when all i can think about is how much of a bad person i am? i cant even be around anyone now because ill hurt them. i dont want to have a nice ******** life right now. i just want you to be online right now so i can talk to you. im not who you say i am. i swear im not. ill do anything to prove it. please dont do this to me. god. im so ******** sorry.
Kitsune Pop · Mon Mar 21, 2005 @ 08:03am · 2 Comments |
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the bible of none of the above~ |
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konnichiwa, kimosabis!
it's been quite a while. ive been too busy with le guild to enter here anymore. the guild has gotten quite interesting, and i really enjoy it. i changed my ava for the first time in forever. *lol* and it's lookin'; quite SPIFFAH.
i got terribly mad at Johnny today, and i dont plan on being his friend anymore. a few people know why. but wanna know? Okay
He got in his "depressed mood" today because he sent a girl WITH A BOYFRIEND a valentine gift, and she rejected him. NOTE: He only asks girls out who have boyfriends already. and he gets rejected and goes into the "depression" and hes gonna commit suicide and some other dumb sheet. Well, he got all pissy and I tried, AS ALWAYS,, to cheer him up because he's one of my best friends, and what does he do? "MOVE. NOW." so i walk away slamming my hand against my chest mumbling "retard" out of anger. WELL, i figured out his secret. He asks girls out who have b/f's because he wants to see if they'd dump them for him. WELL THEY ARENT GONNA DO THAT JOHNNY. I MEAN, FER CHRIS'SAKE, he says he LOVES this girl, and she rejected him, and then a few days later she asks him out and he says no. HE DOES IT TO ALL OF 'EM!! HE IS A L-O-S-E-R. Grade A Class LOSER. domokun
blah.
enough about that. gotta head to le guild
-mb-chan heart
Kitsune Pop · Wed Feb 16, 2005 @ 06:08am · 3 Comments |
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don't wanna be an american idiot~ |
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no there's no beauty in bleeding mascara~ |
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don't get me wrong, kimosabis, i lurv Clow to death, but he's beginning to annoy meh. he stole my band. v.v;; Atreyu is MY band, and now he's acting like he's a bigger freek than me. and i guess that means i will RAWK HIS ARSE OUT WIF KAORU AND DIR EN GREY!!!!!! WOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 0.0 I'm bored. timmah is sending jack some hawaiian coffee... i may steal some. >:} and he says he is giving me something and i keep telling him not to. v.v;; oh well. im going to go shower, adios kimosabis
mb-chan heart
Kitsune Pop · Sun Dec 26, 2004 @ 11:41pm · 2 Comments |
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and what did YOUR art III teacher get chou for Xmas?~ |
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My art teacher, Mrs. BENTLEH (My l337 way of spelling it), got me a $10.50 bottle of lotion of Bath and Body Works... And the bag cost 1.00!!! o.o;; I feel so warm and special <.> Oh, and I am now officialy a conscience. Esdue Friend's conscience! Yay!
Kitsune Pop · Thu Dec 16, 2004 @ 09:00pm · 2 Comments |
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jingle bells, jingle bells, blah blah blah,
it's that time o' year again folks and i decided to write in my journal for once.
i've been quite addicted to Grand Theft Auto Vice City lately, anticipating X-mas when I get KH: CoM, and a new N biggrin S. =D Anyhoo...
The Palace chat server has alos distracted me lately... especially Kenzilla... he's such a fruit...
Brett made me laugh hysterically today, and promised to grab Johnny's butt if I broght him my FFX CD.
I got a new bag of Pixy Stix!
I got Will a T-Shirt and 2 manga for Xmas... I hope he likes 'em... the shirt says "I Love Tater Tots" (Long story), and the manga are Vol. 1 and 2 of "Tramps Like Us"--- i love TLU! <33
I have also devoted myself to staying up all night to watch Super Milk-chan and Hellsing. <33333
well, must leave, compadres,
adios kimosabis
mb-chan
Kitsune Pop · Tue Dec 14, 2004 @ 04:24am · 2 Comments |
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-Im too lazy to make todays entry really big, so this is it. Besides, nothing to talk about... except, i got in a in argument with my supervisor today. He said Kerry was a Baby killer, and I said that Bush is a preggo killer. Because if Bush bans abortion, girlies will be going into ally ways and giving theirselves abortions with wire hangers, and killing themselves. But Kerry gives them the choice. A very non painful-bloody-infectious early 80's choice. I hope Kerry wins. John Kerry r0xx0rz my s0xx0rz. roofles. w00t!
l33t M45t3l2
Kitsune Pop · Wed Nov 03, 2004 @ 12:06am · 0 Comments |
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