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Well.
Looks like I will be addicted to Gaia forever. So sad. Oh well, keep writing you silly b***h!
Dizzy G.
Dizzy Graves · Mon Apr 07, 2014 @ 07:23pm · 0 Comments |
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EASTER FOR THE ******** BUNNY
Dizzy Graves · Mon Apr 25, 2011 @ 06:43am · 0 Comments |
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I know some are noticing my personal journalizing which at first I thought what Journals were about. >___> But it seems it also is a place to post profiles for Characters which I have been meaning to. So from now on their will be profile posts in the journal and everything below or before this post is irrelevant to Dizzy.
Dizzy Graves · Wed Mar 30, 2011 @ 03:21am · 0 Comments |
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Rise up and take the Power Back |
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Hello, so it has been three years since I have written in my journal and I have to say that reading over everything is quite shocking and entertaining all at the same time. I am still with Brandan, it has been six years since I had met him in the Lu Bu Dojo, and three years since he has moved out here and lived with me. We have our own apartment at the moment, my beautiful cat who was abandoned during college is now residing with me so that is enjoyable. I find that my life in the past always seemed to revolve around Gaia, it was probably obsessed with it. Although I am on very little, I am do try to remember the fights and time wasted on this website. When I have nothing else to do I will play on here and that is about it. I have 20 more days of college and I will have graduated with two Bachelor of Art Degrees in Theatre and Global Studies with a minor in East Asian Studies. I've been very far but hope to get even further in my life and everything I have associated myself with has taught me so many different lessons.
Gaia though the pit of hell these days, has always reminded me that kindness and caring will get you farther than violence and aggression ever will, and even "Kristen" knows this. Gaia also taught me so much about being used and mistreated because of those same qualities which even know I struggle with at work and school. Brandan calls it perseverance, I call it naive. Either way sometimes those who care will be used and abused which is not right because should I change, should I become selfish and greedy like the rest?
I'm 24 as of today, I want to have a child any day now, but I also want to travel around the world. I am blessed to still have my parents, my brothers and my sisters, and especially blessed to still have Brandan after years of unstablility. The moment he moved out here, it was concrete we were going to be partners for life. So here we are, together. We were to get married but neither of us believe in marriage so we are going to quickly plan a commitment party when we want small and simple. I am happy, I want something different. I cannot wait to get out of College a new step, a new chapter.
Anyway i thought I would make this, I should write in my other journal as well. I hope everyone is doing well, if you have come across this journal entry and are happy leave me a message. Old friends are like a beacon in the dark. So I'd love to hear from you. Hope everything is going alright. : )
Love Always,
Kristen aka Dizzy Graves
Dizzy Graves · Mon Nov 29, 2010 @ 02:50am · 0 Comments |
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Chronicles of Japan: Pre Japan Entry |
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Entry Two:
Four days.
I have most of my things packed, and my room the cleanest. But the hardest thing so far? Probably attempting to do one last thing with one of my best friend who feels I am abandoning her.
So I didn't call her much this summer, but I was working and she had no job! I can't always suffice the world! It didn't help that she didn't call either, and I couldn't get on line. . . rawr.
Anyway, she has tomorrow, else she won't get to see me for four months. Hopefully she comes over for the party, but if she doesn't then I guess. . . Y__Y She'll make me feel guilty, and depressed for a few days. But who will feel worse?
... Probably me. r_r'
Oh well.
Leave me a message. <3
Four days.
Dizzy Graves · Mon Aug 27, 2007 @ 02:26am · 0 Comments |
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The Chronicles of Japan: Entry One |
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Pre-Japan:
Two weeks. Two weeks to Pack, everything from my "perfect jeans" to a passport which seems unaccessable at the moment. I need Bandaids, kits, shampoo in which have less then 3.01 oz COMBINED.
XD Just kidding.
But for realz, I'm going to Japan in two weeks! Yaya.
And I'm broke.
But I'm going to JAPAN! : D
New entry will be coming shortly. : o
Dizzy Graves · Fri Aug 17, 2007 @ 02:18am · 0 Comments |
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A child was born, A child named James Vansin Cromartie. |
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Dizzy finally had her baby.
Named James Vansin Graves.
Dizzy Graves · Mon Mar 05, 2007 @ 06:07pm · 0 Comments |
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The Importance of: People |
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People. Fascinating creatures I must say.
IN ten minutes I realized that the world we live in is ever changing, with new experiences, moments which should be shared and thus a lesson taught from them. Today I was eating at the college's dining facility. I was alone eating what looked like deep fried crab cakes and what seemed like extremely spicy broccoli spaghetti. oo' Don't ask. anyway I sit there alone watching people walk by cake, turn to it, look at it, and grumble as they go back to grab a piece (three people did this while I was watching. XD' ) So I am watching, and here comes along two of the workers of the cafeteria. Each of them mentally handicapped would come and sit at the table with me. The male named Roger had two cookies. The woman name Krissie had a bowl of green pepper slices. Not minding the company, we would begin to converse. I asked the lady if she liked green peppers and she answered yes, do you? I do not and I told her that. And she just was like whatever. While I picked at my food, ready to go, but found it rude if I left the table while they were there, I would watch them converse. If the world says that the handicapped should be treated differently because they are different then the rest of us, I would have to disagree. Just like any other person on this world, they all have feelings, they all have no/or some manner's and we each have the ability to attempt to make the other person happy. In this instance, I seen a gentleman in a man who's hat was stained with crusty yellow stuff and oil. A shirt stained in some sort of discoloration and pants which was probably above his bellybutton. He simply picked up the empty bowl of Krissie's, and insisted on bringing it to the kitchen. Sadly she ripped it out of his hand and told him to not touch her, while she walked off. Call it pressure of someone doing something nice for her but to me it was a normal thing. A man trying to be a gentleman in front of someone they care about. It was a nice humbling experience which I wanted to share with everyone!
Hope you enjoyed and weren't to offended by something I said wrong. :3 Have a good day.
Dizzy Graves · Mon Jan 29, 2007 @ 05:53pm · 0 Comments |
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I thought about putting this in my signature but I decided against it. So I am putting it here.
Dizzy Graves · Tue Jan 02, 2007 @ 03:30am · 0 Comments |
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