To attempt to vent emotions out, when all the exits are sealed. How does that feel? Bloody aweful. One has better control, one has worse. Why are the exits sealed? To refrain from hurting someone or something? Probably the main reason.
We're not the only people in the world, we're not the only people with emotions, we're not the only people who get angry, or tired, or just plain pissed. We all people, and we all act differently. Some impatient, some eager for love and affection, some easy going, some strong willed, and all the opposites, too.
Mhai Lovely, I know many things about you. You're past, you're present. I know what you're like and partially your family history. But do you know me? Do you know us? I'm not lecturing you. Look at what we have done for you!
In my arrogant and selfish side, I see you as taking us for granted, and wonder why we should ever put up with you. On my reasoning and cool headed side, I see you do what you see fit. One boils up and spills over, what am I to do? It's all a balencing act.
Selfish side: God Mhai, suck it up.
Reasoning side: I've been a bloody jerk. ._.
Selfish side: Isn't this situation a little drastic?
Reasoning side: Don't leave! I'm a jerk, ok? I didn't mean it...
Selfish side: I just wanted to show you other people are here.
Reasoning side: I've been this way. I've been tired of what feels like being stepped on, but maybe I should just relax and become a doormat.
Happy early Birthday nii chan. Or san. I don't know. ><
"Despite all my rage Im still just a rat in a cage
Then someone will say what is lost can never be saved
Despite all my rage Im still just a rat in a cage
And I still believe that I cannot be saved"
Jarax0 Community Member 
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