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Okay so...last last week, there was a test that I didn't know was happening. I was so scared, that I decided to cheat. I wrote the answers on my desk...and I was caught. Now I'm grounded fore 2 weeks....I feel horrible. How could I allow myself to do it. Everyone said "you were raised better then this", "This isn't like you", and "I thought a person like you wouldn't do such a dishonest deed". They're right. How could I do it. I was just scared, and lost. Now I'm paying for it over Christmas. I feel so lost.
 Blue Jade · Sat Dec 17, 2005 @ 11:17pm · 7 Comments |
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Okay so a few weeks ago, my brother starts hanging with his little friend. It was all fine, until my parents found out that he told him we were rich ((kinda are...but not really)). Parents got all pissed, but let it slide for now. So he starts coming over EVERY.SINGLE.DAY. Starts to get REALLY annoying. I was coloring an image in photoshop, and he stuck his nose into it, and it just happend to be when I was shading the breasts. The suddenly screamed out "PORN". I was going to strangle the b*****d....but he is my guest. I simply explained to him what I was doing. Then he began to say "stop drawing asian porn". ALLMOST strangled him. Parents over heard, and started to talk to my brother about what kinda people he hangs with.
So the visitations continue on and on. This one day, my mom was doing the bills. She looks at a PPV bill. We dont use paper view at all, so she asked if I'd ordered something. Of course I didnt. She read what was ordered, and it turns out it was some stripper movie and some Blonde Bimbo movie. MY PARENTS WERE PISSED. They grilled my brother about it, and he finally spilt the beans and told him he'd ordered it. They were PISSED. So now he cant hang out with his friend any more. YAY. I was REALLY shocked. It seems like my brother is actually growing up.
freggin perv. XD.
Blue Jade · Fri Sep 09, 2005 @ 05:46am · 6 Comments |
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YAY! Im back! I totally LOVED the Grand Canyon. I GOT MY OWN ROOM!!! LIKE BY MYSELF! OMGOMGOMOGMOGMOGMOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMOGMOGMOGMOMGO
Was so damn fun! I got to stay up as late as I wanted. We stayed in a 5 star time share resort called Sedona Pines. It was soooooo fun. i LOVED it. *melts*.
The funnest thing was the Pink Jeep tours. You go into the formations near Sedona on a Jeep. SO DAMN FUN. You're like bouncing in every which direction, and going down formations and such. SO FUN.
After that day....it kinda got boring. We went to the grand canyon...which was great and all, but quite.....like..."okay....here's the ditch". We should of went on the bottom! DAMN!
Then on the last day we took a train. BOOOOOOOOOOORING! I fell asleep. So by the end of the trip, I'd had enough, but I really wanna try the jeep tours again.
The best thing about the vacation was the resort. *giggle*
OMG. on the last day, I did the stupidest thing. They allways talk about the cactus friut. Like EVERYONE says that it's so damn good. So were at this one 'view', and I saw one of the plants. I go up to it and grab the fruit. Not knowing that there were needles in the fruit. So Im freggin out. It hurt so bad. I got home and tired to eat the damn thing....and it tasted like s**t. So much for that. XD.
Blue Jade · Mon Aug 22, 2005 @ 02:26am · 5 Comments |
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OMG GUESS WHAT???????????? I get to go on vacation this friday! Wanna know where?? THE MOTHER FREGGIN GRAND CANYON. TT^TT. That's going to be some boring s**t. Wow......a canyon......gee....At least the resort will be nice.....I HOPE. It looks really cool, but I dunno. www.sedonapines.com XD. We get to ride mules........and look at canyons....and hillbillies.....yay..I just CANnot wait.
Blue Jade · Mon Aug 08, 2005 @ 04:59pm · 3 Comments |
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Something ive been meaning to say. |
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Hey. i know ima get flamed for this, but Im really sick an tired of a certain someone on the PP that doesnt take crit because he thinks that he's all that. I swear. Even though all his female look like men and his stuff is repeatative and shitty, he gets praise. Even when I try to give him crit its "hahah you're funny". Just get it through your ******** head that YOU DON'T KNOW EVERYTHING. Even though you're very talented, you still have a long way to go. Stop denying my crits because you KNOW that they are right.
Blue Jade · Thu Jul 28, 2005 @ 01:59am · 4 Comments |
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Thought I had a perfect family |
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Well yesterday...my dad got mad. He's allways talking about his bussiness, and how its important and how I cant be using his computer because its just my stupid drawings. I want to stab him sometimes. I can't believe how insensitve he is sometimes.
you see, my brother has ADHD. He's usually fine with it, but yesterday he blew up. My brother left a hot wire laying out and he harshly scolded him for having it out. I understood, but when he was yelling "Jason! Jason!" I was scared and rushed to where he was yelling. He friggin scared me. I thought something major had happened. No, It was just him yelling at Jason again. Then lastnight, my brother was in his room. He was making some cat noises (for god knows what reason) and my dad got so annoyed that he burst into his room and threw a hamper at him. I again rushed out of my room to see if Jason was okay. My dad was angry and yelling at how tired he was of Jason. I was so scared for him. I wanted to just tell him to back away, but I couldn't.
After that, I realized that this is only a foreshadowing to what will happen, and I will defend and protect my brother from him at all costs.
Blue Jade · Fri Jul 15, 2005 @ 02:27am · 6 Comments |
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