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Hmm... one of my classic thought rants have come accross me while I was listening to Tool. People are frikin parasites, trying to feed off of one another. It is really irritating thinking of these things and just observing it proves it right time and time again. The old saying "dog eat dog" cannot ever be justified. Man could live together in harmony, but we are too busy concocting ways to stab each other in the back to think of ways to make life better for everyone. Instead we are fueled soley off of greed, we want what we cant have so we have to kill for it. Oh well... my current mood music right now would have to be A Perfect Circle- Imagine. It perfectly describes how I am feeling at the moment.

ISS and inspiration seem to go hand in hand oh well... more later. gonk

No it ain't what you pervs are thinking! I am learning how to drive a stick shift (or standard for you dips who want to get technical with me) and so I am pretty okay with it so far. I drove one for my first time tonight and I was able to do the whole gear shifting thing just fine, but I wasn't able to do the take offs that well. Sticks are hell to learn how to drive, but they are a necessary evil I must undertake. And I learned that my fear of truck and SUVs flipping over is really just my overactive imaginations. The way I did it was by the Youth pastor at my church (the guys whose truck I was learning in) just drove and did fifty in some places and floored it other and took on some sharp turns while going pretty fast. Amazingly enough I didn't piss my pants while we were doing the whole thing, but now that is one fear less, now if there were some way to make me more confident with chicks... sweatdrop

Wow so yeah I met one of my friends that I haven't seen for quite a while today. Yeah I was just shmoozin' around church and then all of a sudden its over and I am like okay leaving in one hour and then I see her and she is like hi [name IRL] and I am like hi back with a full front on domokun glomp domokun . So yeah I go talked and caught up a smidge and so on so it was pretty awsome.

Kami slapped the alarm several times waiting for it to stop chirping. He eventually ripped the cord out of the wall outlet. Kami stretched and went onto his morning routine of brushing his hair and combing his teeth. With a couple of grunts and a 'what the hell am I doings?' Kami finally got dressed. He went downstairs and went to his favorate coffee maker in the kitchen.
"Dammit school again..." Kami moaned while pouring a cup of coffee. He put his usual 2cream 40 sugars and began to stir. He then held his cup at eye level and smiled. "Without you where would I be?" he said with a content smile accross his face. Shortly after he blew on the cup and began sipping. He walked back to the kitchen table and stared at the clock. "s**t I'm late!!" Kami yelled. He frantically began running around looking for his keys. He found them, but shortly after dropped them in the coffee. "Well isn't this just priceless?" Kami poured his coffee down the drain and picked up the keys and ran out of the door forgetting to lock it. He ran to the parking lot and pressed the unlock button on the remote as he got closer to the car. The alarm began to chirp in it's panic mode while Kami tried to unlock the car. He eventually got to the car and opened it using the keys. "Great the damn thing shorted out!" Kami pressed the internal silence switch for the alarm and started the car. He backed out of the parking space and saw some of the members of a fraternity lying out in the middle of the courtyard. "Stupid frat boys," Kami mumbled to himself while backing out. He took one last glimpse at them and nearly puked.
They stood to their feet and began stumbling aimlessly appearing to be covered in vomit and cheap wine. They began moaning, but it was muted by the loudspeakers in Kami's car. Kami shifted the car into drive and pressed his foot onto the accelerator. "Okay so to kick it up a notch," Kami muttered to himself as he applied more pressured onto the petal. Shortly after a large doverman pincher jumped in front of the car and was hit. Kami slammed his feet on the breaks and stepped out of the car. "What the hell was that?" Kami asked himself trying to shake off his shock.
He stepped out of the car and walked over to the "injured" dog. He looked at the dog and saw that it was breathing. The dog was covered in dirt, but the strange thing was that it looked as though it had no skin under all the dirt. Kami didn't really want to bother with it, not that he even had the time to do so.
"Stupid mutt!" Kami said to himself kicking the dog then walking back to his car. He pulled the car out of park and began to drive on. He made a left onto the street and headed for the highway.
Kami came to a stop sign and began to slow the car. He then looked to the right and saw that there were a lot of people walking around the area. "What the hell is up with today?" He asked himself turning onto the highway. He drove down the highway, but couldn't help but feel something was awry. "Where is all the traffic?" he asked himself looking around when he could.

Man I can't help but be a weakling... why is it that I have a hard time with chicks... am I lacking in what other guys have? Is there something I am missing... Is it just that I have no mojo or is it just that I don't have enough mojo... some chicks still dig me, but I am still just not able to talk to them... I need to get some help from a higher source... maybe I should ask bro... gonk

I am stuck on a chick... I don't know why. It isn't like me. I wish I could stop thinking about her, but my efforts are in vain. My friends tell me to make a move, but I can't I mean she likes another guy. She and I have so much in common like, the fact that we are both violent, and the fact that we both like swords. I don't know what it is, it could be the fact that she is a chick that fights really good, or the fact that she randomly beat me into the ground(turn on). Oh well I hope I don't wimp out on her. Any advice/pep talk anyone could put in might help me.

I am amazingly enough writing for the second day in a row!

Well anyway I am just in a happy mood right 'bout now. Why you ask, because my friend Nathan came to visit my school after school and so me and a group of my friends go with him and talk after school. Anyway the highlight of it was that he use to go to my school and we scared people especially the pricipals. I loved that... but now he is going elsewhere. *Head hangs low* Oh well the principals still hate his guts!! Which is funny to me.

Today or maybe a week ago I have thought of a good cause for the T-Virus outbreak!! It has to be the birds they could have flown out of raccoon city and carried the virus to other parts of the world.