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I wait to see your smile.
I wait to touch your face.
I want to hear your voice.
I want to see you close.
I need to feel your breath.
I need to feel your touch.
I wait for your return.
I wait for your embrace.

I'm at the edge, ready to jump.
Nothing better, I'm always in a slump.
Don't cry cause it's all for the best.
I can finally sleep, I can finally rest.
I'll crash below and then fly high.
I'll fly through the air without a saddened sigh.
My wings will spread; an angel, I'll be.
My eyes will open so I can finally see.
Don't shed a tear, it will all be fine.
I know where I stand. I've drawn the line.
My time has come. It's time to move on.
Be happy cause this man is finally gone.

Would you stand by me, my dear?
Hand in hand, blood and tear?
I need your guidance, I need to know…
Would you care if I let life go?
I feel unwanted when I get near.
Like you don’t even want me here.
Would you tell me? Oh, tell me please.
I need to put my mind at ease…
Let me ask again, I really need to know.
Would you care if I let it all go?

I decided to repost an old poem I wrote 2 years ago. Still my best work.

I thought I was loved, but what a lie!
She broke my heart and left me to die.
She said she did, and I believed her.
What a fool I am. I'll never forgive her.
A long time we went, happy as can be.
Then she says, "Let's be friends." Gets up and leaves.
This thought came to mind and it all makes sense!
I was so worried, I was so tense.
Looking back now, It's as obvious as can be.
I thought she was great, No one better than she.
She didn't care! She played with my heart!
She made me fall in love AND TORE IT APART!
Why did I fall for one like her?
I thought I would always love her Forever and Ever.
What Bullshit! What A Lie!
It's people like her, that make me want to die.
As I slash my wrists and watch the blood flow.
I feel the pain leaving, I let it all go.
I'm tired of waiting, and I hate the fact.
That theres no one for me. Everyone just acts.
Take me now, God. End my suffering.
Take me from this hellhole. I want to hear angels sing.
I want to live away from this lie called love.
I want to fly high. Fly like a dove.
I feel the darkness taking my soul.
I see the light creeping, making me whole.
So long to all you lieing ********, see you in hell!
As I watch you from above and wait for the final bell.