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I'm very much excited about Hawaii and getting to go to the beach and seeing Pearl Harbor and eating spam. Okay, perhaps not so excited about eating spam... but we'll see. I've packed everything I can possibly think of (that is logical to bring) and unfortunately, neither Josh nor Yoko can fit into my suitcase and come with me. DD: I'm excited none the less and presents all around. :B <3
In other news:
Ambi is back and that makes me very happy. <3
My computer sucks and has caused me to be absent from Gaia.
I have no gold.
Spam is no replacement for Turkey.
And of course, I managed to keep Josh around for four months. Here's hoping to several more. <3
Tofu brings magic happy.
 Tzigana · Sat Nov 19, 2005 @ 08:59pm · 3 Comments |
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Oktoberfest was okay last night. It was really cold, but I enjoyed myself anyway because I had three awesome people with me. Lauren and I got hats for hat day and we ran around my house in D'rindals. Saw lots of my friends from Club last night too, which was rather interesting, considering I haven't seen most of them for at least a month and a half because I keep missing practice. (Which reminds me, if any of you care for a free coney you can get one in Western Hills or Delhi with my coupon I got from Bonnie last night. xD <3) DD: Rose Rocks. Josh and I have to work on the good-bye thing, neither of us are very good at it. Ich liebe meine Yoko und mein Jesus. Immer. <3
Tzigana · Sat Oct 01, 2005 @ 03:14pm · 3 Comments |
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Journal update because I can. :D
So school has been most excellent to me. I got an 88% on my math test, nothing to complain about. <333 Not to mention, I have art with the two of the best people in the world. Today Yoko and I rocked out to "Tribute" and "Cigaro" to the dismay of the rest of the lunch table, but hey, we are but men... er.... women. :D I'm pretty such that I am the luckiest girl in the world because I have an awesome boyfriend, who probably has developed some sort of stomach problems from eating so much Skyline. <3 I have more to write, but I really don't feel like it because I would like to work on homework before I go to work tonight. :D
Much love. <3
Tzigana · Mon Sep 26, 2005 @ 08:01pm · 1 Comments |
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I guess I have to get it out sometime. |
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So here we go. I always feel stupid whenever I write these kinds of things, trying to work out my problems in a journal, which is probably why I never really kept a real one, or at least one that I wrote down of anything other than the diurnal ongoings and such. I suppose I have to eventually to express it, and i feel even more stupid when I try and talk. I've never been really good about talking about problems and such. So writing will have to suffice...
Basically I'm scared to death. For those of you who do not wish to read more, by all means you can stop there because that really sums it up. To be honest, I don't know what I'm scared about and I suppose I only vaguely know why. Everytime we go to see my Oma she cries when she sees me. I thought she cried because she was just really depressed or that she was in pain. She has no pain, and she cries for one good reason. She's afraid of death. This woman has gone through a lot, and has never shown fear of anything. She held her family together in the most desperate of situations viz. a concentration camp, escaping the concentration camp, capture, working in coal mines in Russia, finding her family and working to hold it together, coming to America and being scorned for her ethinicity, and raising an even larger family. She has faced so many terrors that so many others would have never, or didn't, make it through. And yet she's afraid of death, and I suppose that makes me a little afraid. It's kind of like a wake up call, because even those who can live thorugh so much and lead such a great life and mean so much to many, will eventually be defeated in the end. I feel really stupid writing this and I feel really stupid for being afraid, and even because I cried. I could delete this right now and save myself the trouble of feeling like an idiot, but I fel like you deserve a good explanation as to why I may not be in a good mood for a while. I'll try to smile and stuff at school, because being around a depressed person is never fun. So, basically, I'm sorry ahead of time.
Tzigana · Fri Sep 09, 2005 @ 12:12am · 3 Comments |
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I'm home, sick. That's about all I have to say about that. D: <3
Tzigana · Tue Sep 06, 2005 @ 03:36pm · 1 Comments |
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"So basically 2+2 does equal 5..." |
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I had work last night, surprise surprise. It was rather interesting because I got there an hour late. No one cared because Penny rocks like that. She [Penny] also tried to send me home early because I looked sick. In fact, I probably am sick, but I have to much to do really to think about that. D: Yesterday I took Yoko to an Oktoberfest and we had fun being cops and shooting guns, but then we had to go home because of my work. DDD: Not that there was much left to do anyway. Talked to Kotobuki forever and a day today. :D I also spoke with my cousin Ronny immediately after getting off the phone with Koji and he was trying to explain to me that 2 + 2 can equal 5 if you take certain variables into account. (Needless to say he had no idea what these variables were and preceded to bullshit his way through the explanation). My only response was: "So basically, 2 + 2 does equal 5... if you're a dumbass..." He couldn't disprove it, so there. xP Now I have to finish homework in the hopes that perhaps I can see Josh or any other life-forms today. :D <3
Tzigana · Mon Sep 05, 2005 @ 04:51pm · 3 Comments |
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Important Lessons in Biology |
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If I were Koji and Koji were me then I would know what I smelled like, except that it would actually be what Koji smelled like. :D
Tzigana · Fri Sep 02, 2005 @ 08:20pm · 2 Comments |
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Today was the first Day of School (duh). I learned a lot. I learned to speak in broken Sentences. And to think in broken Thoughts. I learned that my German Teacher has never had a Sex Change and "talks good English". My art Teacher is a psycho Nazi Wench. I lack Classes with Kesly, but make up for it with a Class with Lauren and a Class with the Wench. Oh yeah, and three Classes with Koji. <3 Roscoe Jeffries won't stop hitting on me. There is a Kid in Architectural Drafting who likes to stare at me because he thinks it will piss me off. I'm going to be Last Chair. I taught my Brother to play the Clarinet Today. My Old Oma is not doing too great. I'm slacking. Time to practice more. Bye.
Yes, Nouns should be capitalized.
Tzigana · Thu Aug 25, 2005 @ 10:29pm · 3 Comments |
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Once again I join you from Florida. Today the heat index was 111 degrees Fahrenheit. Don't you just love humidity?! I finished my final essay, so now I suppose I'm home free. To waste time I re-read Grapes of Wrath. :B Which was almost as good as... um... I dunno... but it was good. Vacation has been surprisingly stressful. I got word that my Great-grandmother is in the hospital, not something that you like to hear on vacation. D: I also got my schedule over the phone, but I forgot it, so I guess you'll just see me in class. I'll be getting back Wednesday evening. :D Miss you all. <333
Oh yes, I can't use the phone anymore so I suppose I'll call when I get back. D: <3
Tzigana · Mon Aug 22, 2005 @ 03:56am · 2 Comments |
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