When is it ok to dream? When is it ok to dream about a future? About a future that may never happen? How is any of it relivent? Dreaming of a future you have any control over? It is the future after all, is it unpredictable? Is it possible to have control over a destiny? After all, a destiny isn't controlable either, right? I mean, destinys change just as much as the future, don't they?
You...can't control them, right? How could you? Isn't one of the most famous phrases "s**t Happens"? So then what's the point of dreaming? If you can't control the future, can't change the past, and can't see your destiny, then dreaming has to be pointless, right? Dreaming is just depressing isn't it? All you're doing is thinking about what isn't going to happen...right? I've dreamt, and i've thought of my future and how i want it to play out. None of which has happened, right?
You...can't control them, right? How could you? Isn't one of the most famous phrases "s**t Happens"? So then what's the point of dreaming? If you can't control the future, can't change the past, and can't see your destiny, then dreaming has to be pointless, right? Dreaming is just depressing isn't it? All you're doing is thinking about what isn't going to happen...right? I've dreamt, and i've thought of my future and how i want it to play out. None of which has happened, right?
I've dreamt things that I didn't really even want. Dreaming is a tricky thing I mean...if most of the dreams I had a while ago came true, I wouldn't be with the man i love. In fact, I WOULD be dead and long gone from now. When people say they have dreams, people think they mean good dreams. That however is incorrect, cause people have evil, horribble dreams. I did, and i'm glad they didn't come true. I thank God, my Dad, My boyfriend, My sisters, and my best friend for always's being there for me the best they could. Without them, i would parrish. All and all, I have a good ife, it just doesn't work out they way I'd like it too. but then again, no ones life does. Things change for the better or for the wores. It all depends on how you accept it.
I choose to accept the fact that i'm not going to be able to go to college, i'm not going to see my boyfriend very much at all for the next few months, my job sucks balls, and that I have no way of learning how to drive. Life does suck, yes. But it doesn't have to...Just put a smile on that face and when it all goes to s**t, smlie and laugh ^^ Cause there is nothing you can do to change or control it.
Happily written by: Gabrielle heart
