I just woke from an hour long nap...
I didn't dream. I feel just numb now. I woke slow from my phone screaming in my ear. My mom called. I dunno why. I didn't bother to answer it. Sometimes I just zone out and forget everything...
Although I didn't dream, in that sleep state I did think of Josh. I really do want things to be ok. I swear to god thats what I want. But if he does not choose to continue on, I will be crushed. I keep thinking I will be, atleast. I suffered from so much Josh related pain these past few days I'm pretty sure I've forgotten how to feel anymore.
Jumi : Just quit.
Zakia : No
Jumi : Its not worth it.
Zakia : I will determine that.
Jumi : Its not wise.
Zakia : Wisdom has nothing to do with this.
Jumi : If he hurts you again...I swear Courtney....
There is no such character name or user is offline
A few quick moments of pointless speech...he left again...oh well.
I'm hungry...
Want a gyro....
Usually I hate them, they smell like must...
But the shell or bread or whatever is so soft in my mouth, now I crave...
I dunno. This is after sleep behavior...after bad nap and stuff...
Off to RO
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