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Panda-tastic
My rants, not a life plan.
Loki : Melon Berry
whee I hate Kevin.

3nodding Ummmhummm....you heard me right. whee Why does this sound so familair? Oh wait, thats right...go back a few months, wink I said this before.

Why? 'cause...only time he talks to me is when everyone else ignores him. 3nodding I'm like his sympathy sponge and I'm pretty sick of it. When has he been with his guild and ever stopped to talk to me? Like now, for instance. Nope, he's not talking to me. Why? Because he has them. Then, when they get bored again he will come back to me crying about how his life is "sooooooo bad crying ".

Its pathetic, really. I hate you Kevin, whee I'ma put it in my sig. Please stop using me, kid. It's all I ask. If you won't be a real friend then don't be my friend at all. I don't need people like you. People who want to use me so they can feel better about themselves. I don't have time for this, wink

I dunno, I just wanted to rant that out now. 3nodding I feel a bit better.

I didn't go to school today or yesterday...I can't wait for summer vacation. I hate school, then again, I don't want to be home either. My mom is trying to start fights with me more about money, and I don't feel like fighting back anymore. I'ma get a laywer on her a** 3nodding This has to stop.

Josh is ignoring me again. I dunno why, I didn't do anything wrong this time I swear xd I'm being given teh silent treatment, and it really sucks D: ...sike xd Like I said, I do care again...but this doesn't phase me anymore. 3nodding He said something about me not trusting him or something, I think he wants to break up again. Eh...to be honest, I thought we were making progress besides those moment when he just leaves for no reason. I do it too, though, 'cause something inside me just doesn't want to bother him. I feel like thats all I am to anyone anymore: a bother.

Eh, but it still don't phase me. I care, yes, I am a little hurt by the ignoring of Kevin and Josh and...well, sweatdrop everyoen else too. But I'm strong, I don't need to rely on you guys...whenever you guys feel like it, you'll be there for me...I'll just have to wait around until then. 3nodding






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Mugen_Death
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commentCommented on: Fri Apr 29, 2005 @ 04:28am
i havent been ignoring you....ive got s**t here that is fcked up and i need to sort it out and you know that ive been hospitalized the past 2 days so dont give me that shiz like im iggin ya cuz im not...


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