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he lied. he said we were ok again, and he said he still loved me. but he lied.
it really is over, and i've accepted it this time. i'm not going to wait around for him. he tossed me away like trash, and there's no going back.
i don't think he ever loved me in the first place. whether he knew it or not, i think he was just using me. pushing me to kiss him, bugging me to make out with him even though i kept telling him i didn't want to....
i feel used.
ne-ne insists that i'll find someone. before, i wouldn't have believed him. but now i realize that i am worth it, and someone will definately see that.