I've been thinking...
I've been thinking about alot of my life and I've realized I get alot of stuff out of life. You know like, things I don't need....just want. And, I act the same, everyday all the time. I mean, I don't think once's I've droped my "Happy Hapy joy joy" act for one second to be serious about some kind of "Life or Death Situation". But once I got to thinking I've realized I'm spoiled rotten. Not by just my family but by my friends too, but mostly my family. As alot of people know I live with my Grandma and Grandpa. And as being your grandma and grandpa you have the right to spoil you grand kids. Well, I'm 14 now and they still talk, treat and raise me like I'm still five years old. ANd another thing about it is...I've never really been told no. "No, you can't go on the computer." "No, you can't have that." "No, you can't do this." "No, you can't do that." I'm always hearing yes. Yes, yes, yes, yes, YES!~ "Sure, you can go to that convention." "Ofcourse you can go out to the Mall." "Need money you say? Sure, I'll give you some." I don't know why but it makes me cry and it makes me feel...wrong to even exept what I've been given. I have friends that are short on things and can't afford the stuff I have but here I am, Typeing now and tomorow I could probably get double what they can afford in a mouth. It makes me feel bad inside yet I hide it with a giant grin and a happy attitude that all my friends can laugh and have fun with. When I get "Punished." its "OKay, no computer." they dont realize I have every other kind of entertainment in my room. I have the PS2, Gamecube, The Wii, DVD/VHS player, and a wide screen platnem tv to look at it all on. ANd if THAT dosent entertane me, I have about 190 manga's I can choose from to play. "Can I get this book?" "Yes." "May I get this." "Sure." NO! Just say no. Its not hard to say. Two leter word. ONe vowal. Thats all I want to hear from my family. No.
Do you understand what I'm trying to say?
I've been thinking about alot of my life and I've realized I get alot of stuff out of life. You know like, things I don't need....just want. And, I act the same, everyday all the time. I mean, I don't think once's I've droped my "Happy Hapy joy joy" act for one second to be serious about some kind of "Life or Death Situation". But once I got to thinking I've realized I'm spoiled rotten. Not by just my family but by my friends too, but mostly my family. As alot of people know I live with my Grandma and Grandpa. And as being your grandma and grandpa you have the right to spoil you grand kids. Well, I'm 14 now and they still talk, treat and raise me like I'm still five years old. ANd another thing about it is...I've never really been told no. "No, you can't go on the computer." "No, you can't have that." "No, you can't do this." "No, you can't do that." I'm always hearing yes. Yes, yes, yes, yes, YES!~ "Sure, you can go to that convention." "Ofcourse you can go out to the Mall." "Need money you say? Sure, I'll give you some." I don't know why but it makes me cry and it makes me feel...wrong to even exept what I've been given. I have friends that are short on things and can't afford the stuff I have but here I am, Typeing now and tomorow I could probably get double what they can afford in a mouth. It makes me feel bad inside yet I hide it with a giant grin and a happy attitude that all my friends can laugh and have fun with. When I get "Punished." its "OKay, no computer." they dont realize I have every other kind of entertainment in my room. I have the PS2, Gamecube, The Wii, DVD/VHS player, and a wide screen platnem tv to look at it all on. ANd if THAT dosent entertane me, I have about 190 manga's I can choose from to play. "Can I get this book?" "Yes." "May I get this." "Sure." NO! Just say no. Its not hard to say. Two leter word. ONe vowal. Thats all I want to hear from my family. No.
Do you understand what I'm trying to say?
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