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I am mad at myself... Just because I'm kinda in love... sweatdrop
Yes it sucks too... I promised myself not to fall in love anymore at school, (now that I'm at a new one...) Because knowing my family, we are going to move... & that just causes heart beak... Now I'm fighting my heart, my mind says no but my heart says yes... cry I don't know what to do! I'm tired of fighting with myself, especially my heart... This is very troubling though... So now I'm afraid to go to school (a little) But every morning I'm excited to go.... It's my heart saying, "I wanna see him!" But my mind is saying, "you know if you fall in love it's just going to break your heart even more and soon there wont be one to break..." I'm mad...
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