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the ramblings of a fool
My brain hurts, I know nothing about anything and am inspired by no-one. I can't think clearly right now, it's like everything is in a really thick fog..and to make things even worse I'm choking on it all. I've tried to be less of a pessimist but not much luck there. I feel like I should be smiling, but I can't seem to. It's funny how I feel I've changed so much, and yet I remain the same. And I'm starting to slip back into some of my old habits, and thoughts, and dreams. So here I stand before everything I've gained in the past year or so and I just want to throw it all away--and it's weird cause I know things will probably never get any better than what they are.
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