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Yesh, the last subchapter... if you're just tuning in, go back to the entry "storytime," and read from there...
I'm changing points of view on purpose, so comment on it if you have a question or suggestion. Thank you for reading... I hope you enjoy it.
Subchapter 4
I led her to her room, I was suprised that for all her talk, she didn't put up as much as a fight like some of my other girlfriends. But she nearly pleaded my ears off; it wasn't like pleading for her life, she was plaeding for our love. For a moment, I actually wanted to identify with her, I thought I was almost going to regret killing her, but then I thought, "she knows about me, she could report me to the police," and I knew I had to do it. She continued to plead and beg and whore our love for more time to live. I was sickened.
"Please," she screamed, "please rethink your decision. You say you love me, but all you're showing is hate."
"Shut up you stupid wench! You talk about how I'm not showing love as you use it as a barrganing chip! You sicken me." I yelled.
Right then I knew I had lost my cool. I had played right into her hand. I knew if i didn't finish this quick that she would end up winning. I quickened my pace, and when we had arrived at the bedroom, I threw her on her bed.
"It is time to die,"I said as calmly as I could. "Any last words?"
"Yes, I just wanted to say, no matter what I have said today, no matter how many times I have used our love against you, I sincerely love you. And I'm sorry for tainting our love like this, and..."
Her words were cut short by the shot of my gun. At that moment, i was overwhelmed with emotion. I colapsed on the ground in tears. Why, why was this happening? I loved her, but I did this so many times. Was it possible? Did I truly "fall in love with her?"
As I lay there crying it hit me, I did love her, she was different from the rest, she was my one true love, and I had murdered her for no reason. She had opened her heart up to me, and I didn't care.
I couldn't stand it any more, why did I have to keep killing, when was I going to stop? I wanted to be free from this pain, I didn't want to live in the path I chose any longer, but I couldn't change, I had perfomed so many evil deeds, and all for nothing. I could only think of one way, I knew what I had to do, but I wasn't sure what it would do to correct things, but at least it would clear my concious. I took the gun into my hand and made the final decision of my life.
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So, did you like it? let me know....
*Note* I do not support suicide in any way.
 haruki_jitsunin · Tue Jul 05, 2005 @ 09:16am · 4 Comments |
