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NEVER EVER EVER will i go to the movies again! the movie was awesome but...hot boys and cool chicks were everywhere! i was so scared and jumpy lol. i hate my parents for making me have to go alone without my kitten! i went to get a mountain dew and the guy was so fine i felt like i couldn't speak. but he didnt just give me the dew and take my money he had to talk to me! he asked something about school like "so is school out today?" and i was just like..."um im um home schooled so i dont know" that sounds soooooooo lame sweatdrop but yeah....i fear people tons. after the movie was done i pretty much ran out of the theater and hid behind a wall....im so stupid stare i realized something though when im nervous and alone i talk to myself and when people talk to me my voice changes...i sound like a child *growls* and i talk fast and quiet...so maybe thats the reason people only talk to me once if they talk to me at all....*sigh* whatever....i hate myself a little right now....