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I'd like to say sorry for talking so much about how I love my kitty-kins. I know you all think I'm obsessed but I'm not. She's my soul-mate, I know because of the feelings she stirrs up within me. We connect easily. Anyways. Enough of that. I've realized no matter how much I talk about it, it doesn't help me at all. No matter how much I talk about it, explain what it is, or just talk about her, it doesn't help at all. I'm just tired of being alone and finding my soulmate when she's out of my grasp or not grabing onto her when I had the chance. For that, I'm the idiot. Anyways. I'm sorry for talking so much about it. Sometimes I just wish things could be the way it should be, but if that happened what would that make life? Life is full of challenges and this, my love for Kitty-kins, is a major challenge. It sucks to be torn apart by love. I'm not going to lie. It totally sucks when you find that one person for you when they are in the midst of a relation. Although you two might be meant for each other, that doesn't mean you'll be together as a couple, but when it comes down to Love, you'd want what's best for her. Well, that's what I want. I want what she wants. If you can understand that. I want to be the one who gets her what she wants, you know? I want her to do what's best for her no matter how much it hurts me emotionally. I want whats best for her, not what's best for me. That is all for now. Heaven is Love. Peace.


May the Gods bless you all.