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I woke up mourning
I woke up dead today
I aged a thousand years..
Or more
I flinch when you are nice
You kill me with a single word
When angels f**k and devils kiss, I'm sure
I'll bask in your forever
You just waste my time
I want to drag you down
Down with me
I wanted to help
To help destroy the world
I wanted to be that
To be that special girl
Everybody's got a little something to hide... but me
Everybody's got a little someone to crush... but me
I'm living in human teenage mediocrity
Everybody's got a little someone to trust... but me
I dreamed that I was you
I dreamed your ego died
Sad who loves you more than I do
I know you lied
I'll bask in your forever
F**king waste of time
Angels f**k and devils screw
I wanted to heal me
And then destroy the world
Piss in your heart and be that
And be that special girl
Everybody's got a little something to hide... but me
Everybody's got a little someone to crush... but me
I'm living in teenage negative mediocrity
Everybody's got a little someone to trust... but me
But me, but you
Not me
Hate you
Love me, love me, hate you
Want me, f**k you, hate me
Kill you
F**k me, like you, want me
Like you want you f**k you
F**k me, f**k you, f**k you f**k you f**k me
F**k you, f**k me, f**k you f**k you f**k me
F**k you, f**k you, f**k you f**k you f**k me
I will never make it better
I will never make it better
It will always hurt you f**king a*****e

by jack off jill