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An update on my situation... kinda... |
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At the very least, Kathy's stopped crying every hour about Kenny... though, judging by her unsual happiness, I think she's in the 2nd stage of a breakup: Denial.
One doesn't stay in a relationship for 5 years and be okay after a couple of days. She doesn't show it now, but the internal turmoil in her is insane.. at least it's not so depressing to come home anymore..
In random other news, I forgot to switch the name of my landlord to mine in regards to the electricity, so I had to handle all of that yesterday. Kathy still hasn't been able to pay her share of the rent for this month, but she says she will by the end of the week.. why do I feel a dull sense of dread?... ugh.
Ben and Annie seem to be doing well, though I've been too busy to be in contact with them lately. Ben's off to drill this weekend, so Annie invited me over on Saturday to do stuff, whatever that means, but I already have other plans.
Namely, get happy-drunk and play DDR while I'm at it. Always fun.
Matt (ex, not cute DDR boy) has invited me to come up to Salem sometime and get drunk. He's become increasingly morose, and with Prez Bush in office for another 4 years, he's debated leaving school and moving to Canada. Frankly, I don't think so. I don't give someone a 3rd chance when they're the one who broke it off the other two times.
Speaking of getting drunk... let's move onto the other side of my life.
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Things seem to be better for Oliver. It's still tough, but I think he's going to be okay now.
I agree with both Chris and Pete and their comments in my LJ though. I don't need to feel this stuff, and as Kathy's always telling me, there are millions of other fish out there. I just have yet to find my angelfish.
Besides, I've found it's better to hold myself in a state of complete apathy about anything that goes on right now. I'm in turmoil subconsciously, but after determining that that is the reason why my headaches have been so persistent, I might as well forget about it.
I also learned something else last night and today; It's not a good idea to try and mass-update the GEN on a lack of sleep. ._.; I screwed up rather badly for the Angelic Headband and the Ninja Band, so I went back, scoured about 40 pages of the Exchange, and established a new headband value in there. Now for the Ninja band though...
Gutshank was wondering how did I handle being a GENer on top of my real life. To put it simply... I don't know. I don't want to leave the burden to CT alone, after all. She has a lot to worry about as it is with school and stuff, and seeing as I'm always on the computer anyway, it's just more convenient if I did it.
Though... while updating or scouring the Exchange for links, I'm also on patrol for any unethical activity or for people hassling sellers for "selling above ___ price guide", so I have to let my mind run on two separate, completely different tangents while also being careful to try and not screw up like I did last night. It's tough...
Oh well. When I think about it, perhaps it's because I do work in the Exchange that I feel like I have a purpose on Gaia. Plus, I'm going to try to update at least one thing each day, so it should be interesting indeed.
Conversely... I heard from my RL friend James, Gaia s/n HikaruNoTenshi I think, that he saw someone impersonating/imitating me in the Chatterbox a few days ago... right down to my usual style of avatar. eek They were just posting bumps and stuff, but he said he had to doubletake, before remembering that I don't ever go in the Chatterbox even if my life depended on it.
Also, I've been noticing my name show up in auction threads more and more often as I scour the Exchange in the form of people quoting the GEN verbatim. After I post my amazement and a good luck bump, I get the equivalece of "shock and awe" posts following soon after. o.O;
I wonder if it's merely the GEN title that people know me by that causes that... most likely. Other than that, I'm virtually unknown outside of the Exchange boundaries.
EDIT: WTF... gonk
Tyr Vretil you are a legend .. I've always seen posts of aquafire xd .. never had the chance to catch you in conversation though xd
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Long-ish post done. Time to go to class...
 Aquafire · Thu Nov 04, 2004 @ 08:27pm · 2 Comments |
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