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Can you still hold me?
You, I've know so long.
You've seen my darkest secret.
The darkest that I bear.
I know you never thought
I could see the world this way.
But honestly...
Has it been hidden that well?
Does this 'joy' mask really work,
Or is it just so clear?
I'm sitting above water,
Begging to fall.
There's stone beneath my feetm
Instead of cutting air.
I said I'm not that stupid,
That I wouldn't do it.
Please think that I don't falter,
That my mind has never turned.
Such sad eyes...
Let no one see them again.
I'll lock my heart away,
As a friend so kindly said.
And let you see the shiny part
Of life and love inside.
You'll never see the darkside
Of my little moon, I hope.
Time to keep my own secrets.
To be held on empty stone.
Time to keep them to myself.
Worry of me not.