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I’m in my mind. There’s a dark room in there. That’s all it is. One big room where there’s nothing but the darkness. In that room I’m standing, I’m standing there but I cant move. I’m being constantly raped by a this and heavy cover that traps me. I’m lost in it. I cant see my way out because there’s no light left for me. Its dark as I’m being suffocated in the cloth. Its there all the time I cant remember a day that I was free from its cold and relentless grip. There are few moments where I can scram out and fight it for abit but then it comes on stronger then ever. Constantly trapping me so I cant run away. It try to take me over with all its force but some how I still mange to fight it off just enough to keep it from taking me over but its always there. Rarely I can brake free from it but then not to soon after that it will track me down and ones again I am trapped. This force that constantly try to control me has confused me to the point that I can no longer tell what my desires are. Its keeps trapping me, why? This force that comes from outside my mind and sickens my soul? Forever to attack me until the day that I fall and soon am never to return.
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As you can tell, your fear/depression/angst is controlling you. By allowing you not to move forward in your hopes, goals, and dreams. It becomes very much like a cage. Full of fear and depression.
It's using you as a puppet controlling your every move. You need to get over this. You need to face your inner monster The only thing that is controlling it really is you. But the question is, are you willing to get rid of it?
For someone can't go into your brain and pry it out with a crowbar. That would be too easy. It needs to be done by you and you alone. There is no help, no friends who can pull you out of this loop.
I fell into it once before aswell. I managed to get rid of it with much difficulty, why with difficulty? It was a part of me. It kept me safe in a sense, it felt comforting and I didn't want to lose it.
Remember dear, I said I am always willing to help you out. Hell, I'll even show you the door that you need to get passed, but only you can step through it.
Wait till next year, after a semester of Psychology, You are going to probably hear more crazy inspirational theory crap sweatdrop