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9:51 PM July 20th 2008

tonight has been horrible. my brother has just gotten in trouble...
but there's more to it than that.
my grandpa, from downstairs, said: "Hey, Kenny, come and clean up your dishes from dinner."
"Okay, hold on," my brother replies. I don't really know what happened then, but he apparently took too long and my mom got involved. they got into one of their usual fights stare i was just getting ready for bed. then i heard my brother start yelling. I quickly escaped to my room. when i returned to the bathroom, things had calmed down...
then everyone started to get really pissed off. my grandma kept yelling: "Will you two just stop it?! This is over two dumb dishes!"
Grandpa: "I'm sorry i brought up the d*** thing!" and trust me, my family NEVER curses.
everyone started yelling...but what tore through it all was:
"Thats it! I've had enough! Tomorrow, I am packing my bags and leaving!"
that was my grandma. my heart tore apart at what she said. but then my brother had to say: "grandma we were just talking not arguing..."
Grandpa: "Shut your mouth."
Grandma: "No, you shut YOUR mouth! I've had it with this! I just can't take it anymore!" she ran downstairs, and went out the garage door.
i began to cry. cry like heck. i grabbed the phone and called her cell phone, i got her voicemail, as i cried i said: "grandma, please don't leave! please! i love you too much, please, please don't leave!" I hung up and began to cry. my mom walked in and said: "What is it?"
I told her that I hated the way my family had turned out; with my dad, my brother, her and my grandparents, i really really really HATED my life. my friends think i have it easy, they're WRONG.
my mom said that my grandma was being dramatic. i didn't really care. she'd actually LEFT THE HOUSE and you expect me to think she'll just waltz in all happy and crap?
a few moments, later, my grandma returned, slamming her keys on the table. She talked with my grandpa.

now, it being 9:58 P.M. July 20th 2008, i'd have to mark this night one of the worst nights of my life. my brother in the shower, my mom trying to go to bed, my grandparents still upset.
am i really doing the right thing for my family?

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