For the past year or so I made huge mistakes that costed me alot.
For 1) Not finishing school, I wish I got it but I been givien a 3rd chance to make everything right. Faith took me back after we had countless fights but were working things out. She is everything I need, sure I got upset but who doesn't with the one they love? fighting is normal for a relationship.
We gotten to the point now that we at the 3-5 year mark and thats the hardest they say, and now were working on 4 years. I would gladly go through all the fights to see her smiling face again. I packed my stuff and moved out... mistake two.. now I want to go back home so I need to change my ways and now I see why most men change with their loved ones because we are tooo damn stubborn. So I need to stop being annoying by poking her and being childish and I see why she was so angry. She had every right to be, I was a fool to think I wanted to be the same guy... I was so immature.
I want to be a guy people depend on because to be honest, I wouldn't trust me. I lost my sense of diginty I hate myself what i became because I was selfish and any guy curious about reading this head my warning if your girlfriends are getting pissed off? Look at yourself because your probably bing immature, this world has enough assholes lets grow up shall we? I finally got that through my thick head and about time, Im 22 for heaven sakes its time to grow up because Im fed up of looking young and acting it. I wont give up my gaming but its time to put down the controller for a while and grows some balls and attone for my mistakes.
Forgive me baby, I changed.
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