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Thats it I'm done. When I move back home its good bye family, my mother finally pushed me to the point of no return, I made the biggest mistake coming here. She has the gull to think I'm using her, how can she! My own birth mother... I have no mother. A mother cares about their offspring no matter what just like my Fieance's father to her, I wish I had parents like that but no, I have a poor an excuse of a heavy drinking, no future pot head of a druggy birth mother! I can't stand her anymore, by noon tomorrow I'll have my things packed up tucked away and i'll be staying at my friend's place for the rest of my stay.

What gull does she have to ask my financial standings? I asked her to use her bank account to withdraw my first check without holdings? Mistake 1, going through and doing it- mistake 2, And now she thinks I owe her for staying at her house like what the hell! she is being such a c**t, I'm so ashamed of being her son. I hate her with a fiery passion and now I finallt confirmed it. She said right to my face "don't be apart of this family" I'm so hurt by her she is a unfit mother as even a birth mother.

I can't be apart of her family any longer. She lost a son.

Nykara
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Fri Aug 22, 2008 @ 09:28am

Baby,

I know how your mom is... i have seen her and been around her. And yes i wish she were a better mother.. but that's what happen's when kids have kids. I am not saying that everyone that has a child at 16 is a bad mom but his mom really is. She treats him like s**t all the time and well i met her for no more then week and it was dreadful. She is too involved in her drinking, drugs and trying to be young that her kids are going to hate her.

Landon, i know tuning her out and forgetting her is the easy thing to do, and really after all you have been through with her, with me... and with your life ... i feel it will be best for you.. to just do the bigger thing and forgive and forget... i know you are an adult even if she isent.. act like one. Show her you are better then her and you can do it without her... like i know you can.

I love you and can not wait for you to come home.

xoxo
Faithy♥

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