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I took a walk a while ago. At like 6:15. So not so while ago. Came home at like 7. It was raining. I couldn't think... I was listening to Rammstein and.. all I could remember was singing to Zoe.... And then I closed my umbrella. Hahaha.. I love the rain. It's so cold sometimes that it feels like needles etching away at my skin. Sometimes I hope it'll get through and take me apart. Or at least the bad parts.. Then I remember it's just water and I get frustrated.. So frustrated my ears start to hurt.. That's when I get these headaches.. Maybe it's the stress. I was in a bad mood all day. I still am, sorta.. It was worse. Now I have something to keep me occupied so I can't get angry as easily. I don't know why I'm typing so much tonight... Maybe I want someone to talk to.. someone who'll listen...

~Are-kun (Still burning leaves inside)