Not sure what it is, but I feel...considerably depressed right now. I think part of it might be the separation from family and friends, but I have yet to divine what the rest means. I've been drawing more often, but that doesn't feel like it's helping. I've swamped myself with RolePlays (Twelve, count them. Twelve.), which is probably bad. I feel guilty for not answering people right away, but I get irritated whenever they pester me after like...a day of no response.
That's why I set up that handy little info sheet in my profile - so people would know where I am post-wise. (Sighs) Doesn't seem to be working, though.
It's as though people often imagine that I have no life outside of Gaia. I've considered leaving this site several times, but I always got pulled back in by a friend too furious to let go, or a RolePlayer I loved dropping me a note, just to say hello.
I've met so many wonderful people on here.
Demented Fever (Who is no longer on Gaia), also known as Damien, is one of my most trusted friends and confidantes - that I've never even met.
Isabella Morte: An absolute dear. My first real RolePlaying experience was with her. I miss those times.
adamofthesurf; Ah, what good times. My first INTENSE yaoi RolePlay. Lots of lemon, lots of lime. Best characters ever: two semes duking it out and trading positions when the other got too tired. xD
Monstruosite, aka Daryn, is my sekrit online lovah sweetheart and adorable puppy-dog. I love Daryn so much.
I don't think they understand how excited I get when I receive a message from them. How much I love them. How much I need them.
So until then...I'll be here a little longer. Just chillin'. RolePlaying like the RolePlaying fiend I am. Though maybe I won't do so many one-on-ones next time.
xD
'Till next time.
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