we had a couple of activities on our philosophy class and i sucked.
i could hardly answer a damn.
i really feel bad about it, cause my other classmates managed to answer it correctly.
i'm not the only one who wasn't able to answer, i know.
but it gave me a pang of disappointment.
i am sOo upset.
and another thing, i found out that he's making a move for khar.
i knew it before he even started.
i'm mad at him, cause he keeps on toying with gurls.
but really, i could care less of what he does recently.
i don't know but, i think, i'm beginning to accept everything.
i'm now ready to let go of him and move on with my life.
sounds cliche, huh?
but it's true.
have you ever experienced waking up one day, realizing how stupid you are for still holding on?
when just the previous night, countless tears were shed trying to work your hopeless relationship out.
weird.
really weird.
i do love him.
yes, it's NO doubt.
but i guess there comes a point in one's life that you'll realize everything you had wasted, wake yourself up and then begin to get yourself a life.
it hurts.
yes, it still does.
but i know that it's all part of the process.
and a process must not be hurried.
i know and i believe i will heal in time.
for now, i'll focus myself to what's thrusted to me, and find the courage to face everthing He throws my way.
it won't be an easy road, and i am aware of that.
i know having those people who mattered around won't make it an easier one, but they could surely make it less difficult to cross.
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