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This meme I found on Zareoninawolf's Y! Gallery
I'm going to use.....Kirak!

yep yep..here goes


1. What is your full name? Do you have a nickname?
Kirak Arsen Thomas..and don't make any wise *** jokes about my middle name, or I'll snap your friggin spine

2. How old are you? When is your birthday?
I am 24 years old and my birthday is February 20th, so I was born in a cusp, between Aquarius and Pisces.

3. Where were you born? Where do you live now? Are you patriotic?
I was born in Wisconsin, and I still live there, just in a different city. And patriotic? Heck no, I don't give a ****.

4. Who are/were your parents? (Names, occupations, personalities, etc.)
My parents...My mother's name was Falecia, she makes coats and things, and they sell for a very reasonable price. She was very accepting of my sexuality, But my father...Christian..he all but killed me for it...i don't even remember his occupation. They're separated now because he couldn't have a gay son. Mom doesn't care that he left though.

5. Do you have any siblings? What are/were they like?
I was an only child thank God

6. What is your occupation?
I work at a music store. I know, doesn't sound like the highest paying job, but our store is constantly packed, -sigh- much to my dismay

7. How tall are you? How much do you weigh?
Hmm...my height..I think I'm about 5'11, yeah short for a guy. And I weigh about as much a normal sized woman. I swear I was supposed to be a girl.

8. What color is your hair? What color are your eyes?
My hair? It was blackish gray, but I decided to bleach the front to light gray, and bleached the back to dark gray. And my eyes are golden with small pupils..to make my glares all the more terrifying > wink

9. What is your race?
I'm kinda little bit Irish, but mostly just Caucasian. But my actual species is a bloodred Montre which is perfect because I love blood.

10. To which social class do you belong?
Screw Social class, not that I'm poor or anything.

11. Do you consider yourself to be attractive? Do others?
Hmm...well not to brag but I do think I'm pretty good looking. And I do believe others find me attractive, you could ask my sexy little Ice wolf over there.

12. What is your style of dress?
I constantly wear things the show off my stomach and lower back. And as for pants, anything with pockets, belt loops, and zippers is a go.

13. Do you have any scars? Tattoos? Birthmarks? Other unique physical features?
Hmm...scars..none that I know of unless you count those bite marks on my neck <3

14. Do you have any allergies, diseases, or other physical weaknesses?
Well I easily get sick in summer, I'm not good in heat. And I hurt my wing from flying too much, so I cut back on that.


15. Are you right- or left-handed?
-twiddles fingers- I'm a lefty

16. What does your voice sound like?
My voice is kinda high pitched and soft for a male of my age. If you were to blind fold someone and have me talk they'd think I was a girl.

17. What kind of vocabulary do you use?
I use my vocabulary. Which includes all of my made up words, slang words, a vulgar language > wink

18. List three quirks or other defining characteristics.
Let's see..I absolutely adore civets they're so cute, and people in pain is so amusing. I love it when someone traces my spine too. But only you will know that...-cracks knuckles- right?

19. How often do you bathe? Do you wear perfumes?
I bathe when I get up/go out, I bathe when I get back cause people are nasty, and I bathe before I get in the bed.

20. What kind of facial expression do you commonly wear (dour glare, wry smile, etc)?
People that come to the store tell me I look very bored, which is true, but when I go out they say I have a flirty mischievous look.

21. Do you use body language? How?
I tend to lean on nearby wall when I'm waiting, usually to let whoever I'm waiting on know that they're pissing me off with all this waiting.

22. Do you have a commonly used saying?
Not really, I just say anything at any point in time for any reason

Childhood

23. What is your earliest memory?
hmm...the day after I told my family I was gay..my father hit me..which he'd never done before

24. How much schooling have you had? Did you enjoy it?
I went through high school and I'm in College. I just need to start my classes back up.

25. Where did you learn most of your knowledge and skill?
Hm..I have no specific place that I learned my skills from. I got stuff from every where.

26. How would you describe your childhood in general?
My childhood? It was great up until I turned 15 and discovered my orientation. It was hell until my dad left.

27. As a child, what did you want to be when you grew up?
I've always wanted to be a dancer of sorts, or a poet. Both of which are still open.

28. When and with whom was your first kiss?
Hmm...my first kiss was with some boy who I can't remember his name. It was way back when I was 17.

29. Are you a virgin? If not, when and with whom did you lose your virginity?
Uhm...I really don't think this is any of your business but no I'm not, and Lamont has it <3

30. Do you have a notorious or celebrated ancestor? Does that affect you?
Uh..I don't think so

Influences

31. What do you consider the most important event of your life so far?
Well I have two, the day I told my parents I was gay, and the day I met Lamont.

32. What do you consider your greatest achievement?
Finding someone who really loves me for who I am..and who genuinely cares about me and who'd put them selves aside to ensure my happiness.

33. What is your greatest regret?
I regret that fact that I had such a closed minded father...

34. What is the most embarrassing or shameful thing ever to happen to you?
Uhm..-blushes- That one day I went out and got drunk and start singing the star spangled banner...and then fell down the stairs....Lamont never stopped teasing me about that.

35. Do you have any secrets? If so, what are they?
Now now, if i told you my secrets would they be secrets?.

36. What is the most evil thing you have ever done?
That one time this guy pissed me off, and I slipped a little "something" in his drink. He couldn't stay out of the bathroom for more than 2 minutes. HAHAHAH!

37. When was the time you were the most frightened?
Hmm...I don't think I've had a fright that bad.

38. Have you ever traveled outside of your country? If so, to where?
Hmm...I went to Canada, does that count?

Beliefs

39. What is your alignment?
Uh...I don't get it

40. Are you basically optimistic or pessimistic?
I'm kinda a realist, but I lean to the pessimistic side. Better to go below and get more, than go above and get less.

41. Do you believe in a god? If so, which one and why?
I believe there is a higher supernatural being.

42. Do you believe in an afterlife?
Hm..there might be one. If there is I want to be with my lover when (and if) I get there

43. What is your greatest fear?
My greatest fear...is for something to happen to those close to my heart. Specifically my mother and Lamont.

44. What makes you angry? Sad? Happy? Why?
Hmm...homophobes make me angry..as well as racists, and all those other things in that category, I mean..why would hate someone for the color of their skin, religion,or orientation . I'll get sad about almost anything because...uh...I just do. Lamont and my Mother makes me happy because they'll always love me no matter what.

45. Do you think people are basically good or basically evil?
I think people are what they choose to be. If you want to be evil then they'll be evil, it you want them to be good, then they will be.

46. What are your views on politics? Religion? Sex?
Screw politics, politics can crawl in a hole and die. Religion is a personal choice that should be made carefully, or not at all. And uh..I don't want to comment on that last one.

47. What are your views on gambling, lying, theft, and killing?
Gambling is a waste of time and money, without lies the world wouldn't be right. Theft is also a waste of time, and maybe even life if you get caught. Murder is just down right disgusting.

48. How far will you go to defend your beliefs?
I will break their skull in half D<

49. How much do you value money?
Money..it's necessary, but I don't depend on it. I could buy a house right now, but I live in a cosy apartment

50. In your opinion, what is the most evil thing any human being could do?
Killing a person is so low..but judging people for no reason is even worse.

51. Do you believe in self-sacrifice for the greater good?
Uh..no

52. Do you believe in the existence of soul mates and/or true love?
I believe so now

53. Are you superstitious?
Not really, they're all just old wives tales.

54. How much do you respect the beliefs and opinions of others?
I respect others beliefs, but that doesn't mean I like them. And it also doesn't mean I'll push my beliefs onto them

55. How honest are you about your thoughts and feelings?
Oh I'll speak my mind, I'll speak my mind before you open your mouth. But my feeling are kept to myself.

56. Do you have any biases or prejudices?
Hmm...I don't think so.

Dealing With Others

57. Who is the most important person in your life, and why?
First and Foremost my mother, I know she'll be there for me to the end. Lamont is the same way too.

58. Who is the person you respect the most? Despise the most? Why?
I highly respect my mother, I think that's where I got my sharp tongue from haha, and 95% or my personality. I despise my father, he's nothing more than another homophobic piece of ---

59. Do you have a significant other? Who?
My significant other is my lovely little Ice wolf, Lamont.

60. Do you have a lot of friends? Who is your best friend?
I don't have many friends, but those I have are kept close. I'd have to day Cordis, Sterling, and Levidius are my best friends. And well..you know Lamont's position

61. How do you relate to members of the same race? Class? Sex?
I don't really relate to anyone but people of my race seem to think I'm some crazy nutcase, which is true. And I have no idea what class I am. And I loves to be around the guys > wink but female friends are also great.

62. How do you relate to members of a different race? Class? Sex?
I don't really relate to people in general, but the same applies here.

63. Have you ever been in love? If so, describe what happened.
This is my first love, and I don't believe I've been happier. He always makes me feel better when I have one of my sudden mood swings, and he's sorta like my guard dog too.

64. What do you look for in a potential lover?
Everything Lamont is...

65. How close are you to your family?
I'm Very Close to my mother, I visit her at leas twice a month, and stay at least three days.

66. Do you want a marriage, family, and/or children?
Uh...I have a family..well I' still want a pet if Lamont'll let me have one. And uh...I don't think I can have kids...can I? o.O

67. Do you tend to argue with people, or avoid conflict?
Hmm...A little of both

68. Are you a listener or a talker?
I'm more of...ah hell I'm neither. I won't listen unless I care and I'm not around people long enough to talk...matter of fact why am I talking to you?

69. How long does it usually take for you to trust others?
It takes me forever to trust someone.

70. Do you hold grudges?
Oh yes, I'll hold a grudge until A. I die or B. They apologize.

71. Do you tend to take on leadership roles in social situations?
No, I'll let who ever humiliate themselves with the dumbest solution, then I'll give the better one.

72. Do you like interacting with large groups of people?
Absolutely not. Which is why I have a love/hate relationship with my job.

73. How well do you express yourself?
Hmm....eh..I express myself pretty ok.. sometimes

74. How quickly do you judge others?
I don't judge people

75. Do you care what others think of you?
Not really, who gives a crap what people say.

76. Do you have any enemies? How or why are they your enemy?
Oh yes, I have plenty of enemies. Most of them have insulted me or my friends because of some stupid reason.

Personal Taste and Opinions

77. What is your favorite pastime? Color? Food? Possession?
I love just walking around, and a little dancing or raving. I adore black, neon green, gray, white and of course blood red. I love eating well anything really. My most prized possessions is gonna have to be my collar. Mom gave it tom me for my birthday.

78. What are your preferences in arts and/or entertainment?
If i like it I like it, that's it.

79. Do you smoke, drink, go whoring, or use drugs? Why or why not?
I don't drink anymore, every since the singing -rungs temples- and I've never done any of the others.

80. How do you spend a typical Saturday night?
On Saturday, I go out to clubs with Lamont and then we come home and chill.

81. What is your most cherished fantasy?
Uhm..-blushes- I-I don't think that's any of your business

82. How long is your attention span?
If it's something important, I'll pay attention. But if it's not I lose interest pretty fast.

83. Do you laugh a lot? What do you find funny?
I laugh a little, it has to be really funny though. I laugh when Lamont does all that crazy crap he does.

84. Is there anything that shocks or offends you? If so, what?
nothing really shocks me any more, I've heard it all...

85. How do you deal with stress?
I try to seclude myself but Lamont always finds me.

86. How much athletic ability do you have? Artistic?
I've never been athletic, my body is way to small. As for artistic, I can write a poem pretty well.

87. Do you like animals? Do you like children?
I love animals, they'll love you unconditionally. But children....I don't like them.

88. Are you spontaneous, or do you always need to have a plan?
I have a plan most of the time unless it's a sudden change in situation.

89. What are your pet peeves?
I hate babies. God, they're always crying and whining and hungry, what can't they shut the heck up and feed themselves.

Self-Image

90. What is your greatest strength as a person? Weakness?
My greatest strength.......I don't think I have one. But my weaknesses are my mother, my friends, and my pets if I ever get any.

91. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
I wish...-sigh- I wish I could change so many thing...

92. Are you generally introverted or extroverted?
Probably introverted. It's a miracle I have friends, let alone a lover.

93. Do you like yourself?
Not really.

94. Do you have a daily routine? How do you feel if your day is interrupted?
Let's see...I wake up..take a shower, get dressed, go to work, come home, chill a little with Lamont, and if it's Saturday I go to the club. If it were interrupted I'd probably just go with it.

95. What goal do you most want to accomplish in the next six months? Your lifetime?
I want to.....uh...I don't know, but In my lifetimes..I want to be with Lamont and be happy, with no one telling us we're trash...

96. Where do you see yourself in 5 years? 10 years? 20 years?
I have absolutely no idea

97. If you could choose, how would you want to die?
Sleeping...with my love by my side.

98. What is the one thing you would like to be remembered for after your death?
I'd like to be remember for.....ah...hell I don't know.

99. What three words would you use to best describe your personality?
Moody, Crazy, Somber.

100. What three words would others probably use to describe you?
Moody, Random, Protective

101. Why are you risking your life to adventure?
Uh..I wouldn't.
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My lord if that was any longer I'd have died. If you ever make me do something like that again I'll kill you!!