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ok, so Atem has been mad at me for a few days. I have been telling him that I am sorry if I have done anything wrong. I don't think I did anything wrong, I just think he is mad about the situation we are in. Which I understand. If I was him I would probably be mad too.
But that is not what is bothering me.......
Let me just get to the point.....
When we made love last night, he took his anger out on me. Now I don't know if he was being agressive because we haven't made love in awhile, or if he was really taking his anger out on me. Sometimes I have a tendancy to over think things.
I hope this is one of those times..........
I don't know what I would do if he told me that he did take his anger out on me. I love him with all my heart and trust him completely. I think it would break me to know that he did that. I don't know if I could live anymore..........He is everything to me and to do something like that would literally kill me..........

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