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Ok, universe, your winning so far. The scoreboard is showing 8-0 as of now...

Remember that girl, named Cassandra? Yeah, that was fun, wasn't it? Crushed me.

Remember My Small Group, with the church? It's done ith too. Overran me.

Remember my emotions? The ones I've been forced to crush down, to make irrelevant, so as to keep myself steady, and not fall? Left me desensitized. Corrupted me.

Remember my friend Russel, the one who I really liked, thought he was a pretty cool dude? Well, universe, you killed him. Demolished me.

Remember my church group? MY FAMILY, as I reffered to it as? Destroyed it, didn't you? Destroyed me.

Remember me falling for that girl, whose name I shall not disclose, but she knows who she is? Doesn't feel the same way. Devastated me.

Remember my best friend Jon, the one helping me recover? Took him far away. Crumbled me.

Remember the girl, recently, who I hope doesn't feel bad when she reads this, who I started to really, trul care about, a strange thing for me? The one I was okay with being me around, the one I was comfortable with, the one who I though might maybe stay with me? You took her away too, and I think I can hear you laughing, universe. Annihilated me.

Crushed me...Overran me...Corrupted me...Demolished me...Destroyed me...Devastated me...Crumbled me...Annihilated me...

You've done all of these things to me, and destroyed my laptop in the process, oh mighty forces of the universe, but I perservere. I work, and work, and work. I'm always working, and everything seems to be difficult for me, but I. Will. Not. Stop. I am stronger than you, than anyone, whether they know it or not. So, universe,
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