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Whisper and Tell
Welcome to my journal! This is where I just tell about myself, what I think, and maybe I might add stories. I'm not very orginazed with the journal part, so I might just mix them all up. But anyways... [color=darkblue] "The secrets that I tel
ACCEPTED!!!!!


I can't believe I got accepted to GCIT!!!
I wanted to get into this high school all along!!
But now, that I look at all of it
I don't want to go anymore, or I do?
With my friends and everyone that I love so much
I can't leave them and go to a different school
I want to go to GCIT so bad, but what am I to do?

Should I leave my friends for a career?
Or should I wait until college to do my career and stay with my friends
It'll be really fun to be in GCIT because there something new I can try
But I'm not sure anymore
I wanted to go there sooooooo verry badly!
And now I have a doubt in what I'm going to do
This is my only opportunity to enter
And if I don't make the right choice soon
There might not be any other chance for me
I want to go, but doesn't that make me selfish?
That it's for my own good and that I want to just escape my life
Most of my friends say that I shouldn't go, but the others said I should
Do I have a choose? Why can't there be a button that says the right choice for me?

I can't....
But at the same time I want to soooo bad
I just really hope that I make the right choice
That if I go, then I won't be able to be with friends
And I can start all over and...
I don't even know what's going to happen to me
I want to lean on someone's shoulder right now and cry
Or maybe just let one person tell me what to choose...

I wonder if they would be mad if I go?
I wonder if they would be crying when I leave?
I wonder if they wouldn't let me go?
I wonder if they would care?
I wonder how many would say "It's your choice."?
I wonder how many would cry "Don't go and leave me!"?
I wonder how many would just walk away?
I wonder who would miss me?
Who would give me the big hugs?
Who would let me lean on there shoulder when I cry that evening?
Who will dance with me on the last night?

There are so many things that I wonder what they would do and say
I can't even tell you how many more thoughts I have
What would they do?
Should I leave them for something new?
Maybe it's a start...
But I'm still not sure
I have to choose
But before I know it, I'm sure enough that my time will be up
And I'll be gone...

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