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For a while now i've been having these wierd dreams
that only make me shutter and my stomack turn
and leave me feeling like a totally horable person.
How do I shake this!
How do I make it stop!
Even i don't know the answer...

And to make matters even worse,
me knowing that these dreams
would crush and shatter
the person I care most
about.

These dreams show me things that could be...
Things that I really wanted in the past...
Things I don't care about anymore...

But these dreams are so real,
The feel of it is as realistic
as it actually trually is.
The feel of another
person's lips

It was really scary...

I'm cloose to my breaking point.
And I can't make heads or tails
of the situation at all.

It hurts to think like this...