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well today i got a mystereous phone call.
it was Makey. she was at Jessie's
(i could tell cuz i could hear her in the back, she sounded sad)
anyways...
Makey said that she was unfortunatly the bearer of bad news
i instantly knew what was coming next; the evil imfoumus words that every guy fears the most.
She said that Jessie was having second thoughts about our relationship.
i didn't want to be a JERK and make anyone mad, so i played it like i wasn't even fazed,
(which was the biggest lie i've ever told) sweatdrop
i said that we'd be cool, which didn't make secse seeing as how i didn't even talk to "her".

so now that? what am i going to do?
i was really looking forward to being with her
at band camp and on the field. now that's compleatly
destroied...

i feel as if the best chapter in my life is coming to a cloose,
and a new flesh lonley chapter is just getting started.

She was my first real girlfriend, first love, first kiss,
first magic momment, first real feallings for anyone.

And now she's just one more girl in the hallway i say "hi" too.