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Yeah, well see.. I don't know wat to do with my girl Luara.. She is the best thing in my life.. Well, see my friends were, then i moved to gay a** Tenessee.. All my friends are down there having fun.. Me, im sitting on the computer bassiclly all day.. I really miss my friends. Im seriously crying to go back but dont know wat to say to them.. i mean my Dad and his Girlfriend.. crying Uggghhhhhh....!!!!!!! I seriously need to stop crying and stay calm but no... Im going to release my feelings.. i might have to stay up here for my life.. I try to tell my mom that i didnt mean to hit her.. And i know she know that but she dont understand how it feels not to see your friends for ur ******** life... You know.. i wanted to go to jail that day so i didnt kill myself for hurting my mom.. My brother.. i always hit him but not hard enough to hurt him.. Sometimes it hurts him.. I fool around with my brother cuz i love him.. You know.. Im going to make my life better if i go back down to Florida.. I mean no ******** weed, no drus once so ever.. No bad things.. Even wen i go to Matts house.. You know Matt i love u too... Your like my Best Friend. I will always love my friends even if we dont know each other after we are ******** 25.. i might not know you if we meet again in life.. But i will always love you guys.. ok.. Samantha, see i did like u too but u deleted me and i dont know you as well as i did wen we were in 6th grade.. But i cant do anything bout it.. Everyone I Look After You.. its a song from The Fray.. listen to it.. its 1 of my fav songs.. I will miss you guys.. Patrick Samantha Courtney Ramond Ryan Mother Matthew Luara. (will i miss u know cuz im not talkin' to you.. luara) But other ppl that i didnt mention i miss you guys too....