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******** Tenessee. No one cares for me or my brother. I hate my parents. ******** life cuz no one cares for anyone.. ******** you mom and dad. Go suck d**k. Take me back home where i could ********' do somethin' besides stay around here doin' nothin'... Lookin' at the comp. 24/7. Watchin' tv then goin' to sleep.. Always gettin' yield at for the wrong reasons. Always gettin' scared of killin' myself. No one ********' cares, just thinkin' bout themselfs. Stop bein' so freakin' selffish to urselfs sayin' its best u stay down there where you can do somethin' this summer. You have no clue wat its like up here misin' ur brother and ur friends. Where u just want to hold ur friendz again sayin' i missed u so freakin' much. Sayin dont let them take me back up there where i would get more warrants. I just want to hold everyone til they die. But its impossible cuz im up here in lame a** Tenessee. Dad always bitchin' bout stuff. Mom always sayin' just give it a try but no i cant just give it a try cuz i know my friendz miss me and i know i miss them too. i know my brother misses me and i know i miss him too. I want my friendz to know its not my fault that im not down there watchin' u guys jump off bridges or off the cape coral peir. Most likely u watchin' me jump off the bridge with you. When i get back i want all my friends to sleep over.. Hang out outside. Stayin' close together havin' fun actully doin' stuff fun.. Please god help me. I feel like killin' myself cuz my parent dont care. Just help me plzzzz.. I beg of you. PPPLLLZZZ!!!!!!!!!!!