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I finally took it to heart last night. I biked from Walmart down to 25th and then to 15. I went over the Sauk Rapids bridge and stopped, looking down at the water. I thought 'It's shallow but it's also rocky. If I jumped head first, I would I die outright, wouldn't I'. I didn't jump though, as you can tell. I was to much of a chicken. I went down the spiral walk way and into the park below where I read a book for an hour. The setting sun and the river in front of me was calming but when I got home, the phone was still ringing. I didn't answer it. I don't think I'm going to for a very long time.