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well,,,,,

it is summer and i dont know what to do with it.
For the first time in living memory (though there isnt vrey much) i seriously want summer to end NOW. No daydreams of what to do with free time, no enjoying the sun, I'll even skip back to school shopping
*gasp*
(well,... maybe)
why, may you wonder?...
HIGH SCHOOL

it sounds so promising! So like a world where very few people know who you are or where, so any previous expetations can be laughed off or ignored.
I CAN BE NORMAL
or at least as normal as one who everyone thinks is crazy can be...
not exceptionally normal
just not compleeeeelty insane
i still wanna laugh at the wrong times
make faces at people i dont know well
act dramatic from time to time

bacause thats me

but i no longer have to be the goof, weirdo, self recluse people imagine I am

its awesome!
new people!
NEW BOYS!
thank goodness MORE NERDS!

i really have no interest in cute / funny / boy friend material kinda boys

whatever...

most of them arent that smart anyways---already got a boy to think bout I'll consentrate on him if i need a daydream

And So
I can meet more nerds!
boys I can have intelligetn conversations with and hang out with nd get help with overly compicated science homework!

They make more sense then most of my friend - girls

'cept for one
but she already knew that

so ONWARD to high school

SCREW YOU SUMMER

going crazy....................................re-decorating my room, watching LOADS of TV the only enjoyable thing is hanging out with my FRIEND at any randomly conveinent time (- Arioko -)

Does anyone else have this problem...?
or is it jus me>>>?