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I only have 5 minutes so I will keep it short.
I was thinking thinking thinking about High School and how it is going to start so soon soon soon.
and how I would act, and who I would be.

So I have decided to keep my distant place among the nobodys, hold onto my silent power as a person people know but dont really understand.
Being understood is highly over rated...And then you can't lie anymore. So much reponsibility comes with that. The pressure might kill me. So I'll just slack off, hold onto one friend, and be happy with that.

Unless.
unless unless unless

There is no other reason I can come up with, no final solution to keep my control that may not seem to exisit but is there. In not taking me seriously, in questioning my sanity, people may not realize it but they follow my instructions.

I can move crowds, talk people down, solve problems all from an incomspicuious stand point. Make it seem like I was never there. By making myself seem unimportant to so many, by never having to live up to any standards, anyone will listen to me. It's crazy.

My 5 minutes is up. And exceeded by 2 more extra minutes.

So, if you are someone who claims to know me and is reading this...
Lets just assume I am crazy and you can forget it. (Stop reading now btw)



If you are someone I dont know...
please send me a pm if you have a solution.



And if you are the friend (as in singular, only),
don't tell me you read it...
becuase you already knew - there is nothing more to add.


fear my attempted 5 minute now 10 journal entry
and be confused
very very very
confused.