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I loved it. For the first time in a long time...I felt...As if blood actually ran through my body...My heart. My arms. I was warm. Not once was I cold. Maybe it was the sugar rush. If so, I am addicted. It makes my heart beat fast enough that I can feel it and it not mean something horrible has happened. I can laugh. I can smile. I can sit and talk without feeling distant. Though I know I am to you guys. You don't know me like you think you do. But I'm glad we all became friends since I've been down here.
When I leave, I will have to thank you all. For making me smile when I felt like I couldn't. Or when I absolutely wouldn't. I eat. I (somewhat) sleep. I think better things. I have hope. I listen to you guys talk about your dreams. How you will get there. They sound so big,but they make me think that things can get accomplished. <3

You all stay up playing Halo and Drinking cocaine. Though a part of me wants to join so dearly, I think I'll stay here. In my room. Thinking about how you guys are having sumo-pillow fights at Austin's house. Or how you skinned a squirrel just becuase I told you my psycho squirrel stories. But please- next time, keep the pictures to yourself guys. Okay? ^^;