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Feb. 1, 2006

Current mood: neutral
Current music: ATTACK - 30 seconds to mars

I am so sorry. It has been so long since i've been on gaia. Alot has happened! Lets go step by step.

Josh asked me out. BAM! REJECTION! I felt so bad for him. I mean... he was always saying he loved me but everyone says they love their friends. I didn't know he actually had feelings for me. I also turned the guy named Justin for aboutt he 7th time. There's nothing wrong with Justin. I just don't like picked zits, yu-gi-oh, trasers, the same outfit everyday and oily hair. That may just be me but... you know.

There's this middle schooler that comes over to the high school to be picked up with her sister. I'm sure she's a nice person and all but the way she acts around us... I sort of find it a tad immature. She especially hovers around Trey. The first day I met her I was talking to my friend Erin and she came up and slapped me on my right arm. "Have you seen Trey?" She put her hand on her him and pulled some hair behind her ear. I looked around a bit and replied with a simple no. She looked me up and down as if judgeing me immediately. "Do you know what grade he's in?" Erin peaked out from behind me. "I think he's a Junior." I didn't really know but I said I thought so too. She looked around and flipped her hair a couple times. "I think he's cute." Me and Erin looked at eachother and gave her a fake smile but in our minds we were like 'he's not that great...'. She walked away and as she did she shook her hips and stuck out her chest. Right after she left Q came up behind us. "Hey Q! Do you know where Trey is?" We asked in unison. "He left." "good. cuz that girl is looking for him." "What girl?" The evil middle schooler returned and ran up and litterally tackled Q. "Hey Quentin. Have you seen Trey?" "He left." Her face gave a hiddious pouty face and she stopped off out the front door.

Q left for ELP and only me and Erin remain. "That girl is annoying." She said. "Well... I guess she short of is." "She's obsessed with Trey. Yesterday, me and Trey were sitting on the floor there and we were talking, you know? Well she comes up behind him and just stands there. He doesn't notice her or either doesn't want to notice her. She grabbed his shoulder and shook him really hard" and in a high pitched voice she screached, "'Heeeeeey Treeeeeeeey!' Trey turned around and said hey to her. 'is that your girlfriend?' me and Trey both laughed and I told her no. Well, she sits down behind trey and points at me in a not so sneeky way while saying 'she's cute'." This of course, I took very VERY bad because I've always had a crush on Erin. Everyday now, she slaps on my shoulder and asks where Trey is. Except today. Me, Erin and Trey were sitting in our usual spot after school and she comes up behind us and sits down. I was venting about my older brother (which you'll soon find out) when she says "Stop whining. Suck it up." Erin looked her right in the eyes and said "You shut the hell up. Terra hardly ever talks about her problems and for once she's telling us what's wrong. You have no ******** right to say what you did." Dude. Erin NEVER cusses and hardly ever gets angry. In my head I was seriously in a cheer leader suit and danceing just for her. That girl took it like it was a joke and started talking to Trey. Eventually Trey, Erin and I left and said that we were going to Trey's care to get something. She said bye and we all know that she knows where Trey's car is so we hung out in Erin's car which is a seperate parking lot. twisted

Ok... now about my brother. My brother is 23 years old and has lived with this lady named Kristie for 6 years. She is 47. We got a call 2 days ago that he has married her and not just married her but married her in april of last year. He had kept it a secret for 9 months. My mother has been crying ever since. Now, I haven't told my mom this but I answered the phone and he sounded really excited to talk to mom. Why was he so excited? Shouldn't he have been... I dunno. Reluctant or atleast anything other that excited. Kristie didn't come to my sisters wedding so we haven't seen here for atleast a year. Now... my final evidence. My brother married her 9 months ago. I have a bad feeling... that my 23 year old brother got my 47 year old sister in law Pregnant. PREGNANT! and... Kristie has had a baby. That's why he was so excited. I'm really worried. I mean, we didn't even know they were dateing! It's been driving me crazy. And that's also another reason Erin snapped at that girl for being so rude. This was a sensitive subject and I've always been really close to my brother.

Ok... off those subjects. There is this dance at the greensboro collaseum (spl?) called TWERP. *giddy* Eric asked me to go with him! Oh man! We aren't really dateing but he took me out the movies and we held hads and kissed and... I know I sound like a stupid school girl but it was so perfect! *le tear* Anyhoo, I can't wait to go. It's this saturday. Wish me luck, loves.

Not alot has happened since then. I aced my midterms. Got my RP back and I didn't do so bad. Oh yeah! about me and Eric going to the movies. We went to go see Tristan and Isolde. *le heart* I love that movie! It's so great! I recomend it but only if you like romance.

BTW! Add me to your myspace. Please?

Http://www.myspace.com/cheshiredoll

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