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He totes knows I like him. Lol
THANKS TO ****.
And *****'s response? "I know everything, it's cool."
What everything? There is nothing! Only that, I liked you.
Well, I was starting not to like him at that time.
But now that **** had to tell him, I like him again now.
Especially because all of a sudden, ***** keeps sitting with us.
And Friday was fun, for me at least. It was fun conversating and what not razz
I doubt I was any fun though.. I was tired, and extremely nervous.
I could barely eat, I thought it was just my stomach was just being a bother as always.
But literally, as soon as I left the table, I was STARVING.
ANYWAYS, I don't know whats going to happen tomorrow.
I keep hoping (but am trying not to) that he continues to sit with us.
But knowing that it's me, nothing will happen and I will seriously be all depressed.
Which is why the first time he sat with us, I was completely against it.
1st because I didnt want to get my hopes up later on.
And 2nd because **** told me I shouldnt like him, he is bad news according to his other friend who dated him before, and yet he brings him to our table and...stuff. Lol.
I think that's basically everything I wanted to say.. so I shall end this :]
Edit: As I predicted, nothing happened that Monday. I sat by myself at lunch with no one to talk to. Me , my faint music, and my Harry Potter book. All the while, he sat BEHIND me chatting his a** off. But now, I dont see him much cause he has ISS rofl. But today was okay. Lunch I at least sat with people I knew most of the time, BUT, I sat next to this one guy who is a total pissy a*****e just because I'm not pretty or social enough for his taste. He didn't say that, but I'm very sure that is the reasoning. 1st period was boring, 2nd was too but I got Student of the Week only cause I sit there are stare off into space but apparently that is expected Classroom Behavior, 3rd period was fun, 4th was productive yet boring, 5th was fun of course- PE always brings out the best in people sometimes, 6th period was EASY for once- History test, and I got a 90 ;D and 7th period was funny yet annoying, everyone was being hilarious but I couldnt get my work done.. Sucks.. THE END.