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i knew you didnt love me from the start now where falling apart you thought i was going to crack after i saw you look back and forgot that you had me and that you kissed her then kissed me but now can you see? thats why it mattered but then i shattered. shattered all over the floor and you just look at me and just walked out the door while i was crying on that cold ******** floor. how far do i have to go to let you catch our love flow and to get back in your arms you always make me yell darn when i think of you tell me whats on your mind and it will be all fine but im not lying but you dont tell me nothing but i know its gots to be something is it just me or is it you drowning in a pool of hate please tell me so we dont have to debate tell me what did i do wrong then i wouldnt have to write this song about me and you breaking apart now i think of you are like a dirty animal on a farm tell me why. why you broke my heart and left me to be with lauren i now know you hate me now. I know you know! you hear me through the noise! i know you know you feel my pain through the door!just let me in my sweet boyfriend! dont let me go! then the fire and darkness will take me over. nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo! ohhhhhhhhhhhhh!
please dont leave me!
im crying on the inside trying to be strong on the outside!
just tell me whats this all about!
dont leave!
nonnonnonnnnnnnonooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!
why. why do you wanna see me cry and leave me here to die.