Sakiema: How do u kno wen someone hates u?Father: they yell it at u and their actions show it. Sakiema sad say to her self oh i wont tell dad wat happen it would have to stay a secret from him.)Father:Well goodnight sakiema its 4am u need to get someone sleep sweetheart.Sakiema: Goodnight dad!
Sakiema: But this is the story of me at 13yrs.
I met a guy, he was so sweet he was my friend and like a brother to me ,But i didnt kno my cousin was in love him.I had a bf and he was crazy in love with,But time went on and thw situations got crazy me and my relationship wasn't working out so.....
I cut my bf off ... out of my life ... i left him in a storm but i took my cousin love and we got together and became more than friends... i was his lover he was my night, I was his day, he was my sun, I was his moon and he promise me everything to me tht he could give, but as time went on.
I found he dated my cousin behind my bak and my cousin was so mad at him they broke up and he ran bak to me tht i didnt listen to a word she said breaking up with him tht i just ran bak to him.
he gotten jealous at every friend i had no one was allowed to touch me except him it was like i was lock in a cage and the only way i was allowed out was by him but i gotten open-minded and realized i wasn't happy so i had to move on but wen i did tht i realized tht i hurted myself bad wen u hear someone u loved yell i hate u and u broke my heart tht it got to me days later and i felt his words get in to my mind i felt his hate eating at my heart and soul tht i couldn't eat sleep and couldnt think i made myself sick and stressed myself out about wat happend and all i do is cry about im not happy anymore without him in my life but hes happy with his new gf while im being blowin away like the wind in hatered i feel his hate everyday and every minute in my life i have no one to talk to so wat do i do wen it feel like im taking my last breath and is about to die wat do i do wen im losing my life to regret?
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