Okay, once more I lied in the last post, I'm going on another emotion-lead ramble.
Okay, I'm really sad right now if you couldn't tell by the journal entry title. Why? Well, because rising stars of manga is amazing. I entered it. (I spent like 120 hours working on my entry[that may be an overexaggeration]) Today, when the public vote is supposed to start, I went to tokyopop.com to check to see if my entry has made the top 20. It didn't. So now I'm disappointed in myself because I don't know why I lost. It might have been that I had the wrong measurements for the paper size, it might have been that they hate dramatic storylines, it might have been that i just wasn't good enough. Now, next year, I won't be able to know whyI lost, and I might just repeat the mistake. I feel so depressed right now I could ball.(especially since I'm extremely stressed because of a play that I'm in that opens this week).
Whoever said ignorance is bliss is, well, ignorant and naiive.
Comment in my journal please. I don't care if it's hateful. I had one last time, I can deal with it this time.
 haruki_jitsunin · Mon Mar 13, 2006 @ 06:30am · 1 Comments |
